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13th-Oct-2009 05:36 pm - i love rainy days.
gaga: eyes covered
I love days off, I really do. Was able to sleep in (until 8AM!!!!), play an hour on Wii fit, watch six episodes of GLEE and finally update my playlist. PLUS it's raining! How exciting, I love rain, I love this kind of weather. I want to buy decent boots and tuck my pants and walk around in the puddles. I ordered a ton of Zombie dvds off ebay and I hope they come in soon because I want to crash on the sofa and watch as many as I can stomach.

About Wii fit, what is everyone's favorite thing to do on the game? I'm addicted to the hula hoop move. Do 15 mins of it straight and your legs burn. BURN. I'm not a fan of any of the balance games, they bore me. I love free run but there is really no point in that, you can cheat easily. The yoga stuff kicks my ass, I'm not use to do anything like that. No wonder people who do yoga are toned! It is hard! I like the little Mario's that are hidden on the running tracks. How cute! I made a mii of my dog so he can get weighted and he weights a little less than 17. SO FAT. But my sister's cat is far worst, he weights in around 23! OMG.

Oh, I uploaded 22 tracks from GLEE, if anyone wants them:
hxxp://www.sendspace.com/file/3t4ki6

Some photos of the last couple of weeks. Welcome to my life. Read more... )
11th-Oct-2009 07:29 pm - on a macca high right now.
books: vc andrews 1


Hello world. Been working. NO LIFE FOR ME. I've spent more time at work in the last seven days than I think is legal. I wish I could do 24 hrs shifts, but no. 18 is the max I can do. A bit of drama with paperwork and residents throwing themselves on the door for attention but it's all good. The only downside is I EAT SO MUCH AT WORK THAT IT IS RIDIC. Everyone has food, so it's always some free for all at work, and damn, working on all the shifts means me talking to everyone and sharing food. I brought in 30 egg rolls from King Eggroll just because I was in the mood and my buddy Brenda swore up and down that she would try it, so I can drag her there and make her eat there with me every day. I love that place. The cabbage that they slip in the egg rolls are sooooooooooo GOOD. I can't get enough. I want it now.

Um.. So I'm working and I will be happy with this paycheck, but what does it matter because I won't get getting my Sgt. Pepper outfit that I wanted made for Halloween in time and that just bums me out. I really, really, really, really, really wanted it since our theme at work is "Famous People". I don't want to do MJ because everyone is going to be MJ this year (that and Gaga, you know it's true.) so I figure just be a zombie. If I had skill with horror/gore makeup, I'd be a zombie that looked like it came out of a Lucio Fulci movie. So we'll see, if I'm not lazy and actually get out there and go shopping. There is a giant new Nordstrom Rack opening up this Friday, I figure I'd buy clothes from there and rip them up. But knowing me I'll be a lazy fuck and bum around taking pics of everyone else on Halloween. Grr.

I was suppose to go to the Casino for another overnight trip on the 20-21st, but I lost SO MUCH MONEY when I went on the 4th, I played won and lost xxx3's more than what I won. Blah. But I had lots of fun, great swimming, great spa area, great eats, great company. *_* So I figure that I might as well as skip it and work, so I can make up for lost $$$. Use that money to go shopping when I drive down to SF on the 24th.

Been listening to Macca like as if my life depended on it. TONS OF ALBUMS in my lap. So beautiful, just digging them out of boxes and relistening to them makes me so, so, so, so, happy. FLAMING PIE IS SO MUCH BETTER WITH AGE. I remember walking to Tower Records in the 90's and buying the album for around 16.95 and there was a listening party and I sat around with old white men talking about the albums. I was a kid in the 90's and went to tons of listening parties and clubs when the anthologies and all the Macca stuff came out. I always went alone and always went on foot. I think I was 15 back them, how odd I was. I never really made any friends, besides the old white dudes, but never really anyone my age. (I say white, because it's what stood out to me in my mind, the straight laced white dudes in suits and ties who listen to Macca, I dunno. Old school-beatle fans?)

.. LOLZ. And people say music is expensive now! 16.95 was and still is a lot for a cd and this was back in 95-ish, when my parents would give me a 20.00 every once and a while and send me on my way to Tower Records on Blossom Hill where I bought my first cd, ever. (It was Magical Mystery Tour.) I had a big cd player that I kept in my pocket and it would skip when I ran home so I could sit and read the liner notes.

I will cut this entry short because my sister just came back from LA and I have been waiting endlessly for her.
beatles: cig paul
I guess I SHOULD post. Just resting and watching a ridiculously amount of TV. Been in and out of the doctor with numerous checkups. The kidney infection is just about gone but we have another issue we have to address, because the pain is ridic. Been off work since tues. THANK GOD for sick pay. I just got paid today a full check because of my sick pay and I have more than enough to pay me for this week that I've been off. Thank god for union and benefits and all that stuff. Now my insurance on the other hand is hit or miss. I went had a few xrays and two ultrasounds done so we shall see how much I will have to pay for that.

Doctor told me no matter how much it hurts to keep walking around and do my routine. I did rather well, able to do everything I need to do and even walked from the hospital to home where some city works blocked the street to my house and got really upset that I didn't listen to the signs. They even dashed across the street to chew me out but I just kept walking, seriously, if you aren't going to talk to me like a human being you don't deserve my time. It's like, I LIVE THERE, you telling me I can't go home? Lame.

Been reading fanfic out of boredom. I'm amazed that fanfic I read while in HIGH SCHOOL is still up on the net. Into my Life is a long 'mary-sue' fanfic that I read while in high school because at the time I loved reading long 345353533 chapter fanfics, rather than oneshots and it seemed the het/mary-sue types were the only ones that ran long. Another one I've read was Live at 12 cold street which is only available in book form. How are people able to make money off beatle fanfic? Is that legal? Some fanfic isn't up anymore, but web archive and me trying damn hard to remember titles I read as a kid can get old school fanfic come up. Like Dreamers Do This fic is like seven years old but I remember reading it in college. Yup, all het. You think I would like beatles slash more since I made [info]beatlesslash six years ago! Shame I got pressured to give it up years ago.. But I'm very happy with the way it looks now!

I have been meaning to read this Tug of War (putting a link so I can find it later! XD) Paul is the time traveler desperately trying to save John. But what if that requires giving up Linda and the kids and everything he loves about his own life?

Today I will attempt to go out on a friday night... and buy (more) makeup. Me and Sephora and the MAC counter are going to be bffs tonight. My goal is to find a new purse and some new makeup for fun.

28th-Aug-2009 09:50 pm - Lack of reviews, I know!
boys: gee scream awards



With all my time spent at GDC, I don't think I'll ever get those reviews up. Every time I am ready to sit and write and share and upload pics I get side tracked. Bah. I at least want to do a picspam but it'd have to wait. The weather is insane with the residents doing a full on riot at work where they didn't want to go outside for the "Hawaii dance off" the activities people were doing. Came down to pushing walkers down and throwing blows. Glad I was able to run off because I didn't want the party in the first place. Gave my coworkers their gifts, we went out to eat, we are going out again next week because they really want to sit down and EAT. (They do the whole starve-yourself-all-day and do the 5 course thing at night.)

In other news my computer had an issue today, I was transferring some music for a friend and while the cd was reading, I was dragging files to the desk top and the disc exploded inside! It was a large smashing/pop noise and I opened the drive to find pieces of my cd. It took ages to get out and I was so annoyed. I backed up some stuff and the drive still works but there is still ONE more piece of the disc in the drive, but I can't get it out for the life of me. I had to disconnect everything to really sit and take out the pieces, so now my resolution of my monitor is all funny and blurry. I get a headache just looking at the screen. Argh. PAIN. Someone needs to help me with this.

I am exhausted from all the traveling, I think next time instead of back-to-back shows how about doing a show a week or something? Next time Green Day comes back, I want to see them in NY and will def. fly out to a meet and greet (if they do them again). More shows but more spaced at. AND floor seats. It has to be floor. All my friends were on the floor in sac. Made me sad I couldn't be with them. I was looking over my old-OLD lj entries (it's all private, I think from 07-down..) and I am looking for this Green Day fic that I recced about Billie Joe and Tre and I can't find it for the life of me and it's making me sad. I just want to angst over old epic fanfic that had me bawling when I was 21. Grrr. I use to and can still quote that fanfic. I use to USE lines when I was dating losers at 24. Ahahahaha. I had no game. (I still don't!) My Uncle is on match.com (My uncle is who a year older than me.) and he is meeting people left and right and he swears I should use it but now more than ever, after all the traveling and summer, I realize I don't like anyone at the moment. I did but that is soooooo long gone (MY EYES HAVE SEEN THE LIGHT. THANK YOU GOD.) and it feels good to just focus on myself and G. Like I've always said, "Single, but taken."

September schedule for work is ridic. I will be living at work. Twitter will be my life, entertain me. PLS.
14th-Aug-2009 07:51 pm - My very own Lobotomy! Xoxooxxo.
books: vc andrews 1



Awww. I love any and all photos of Lindsey and Gerard. I hate how creepy that makes me. But if it's creepy, that so be!

I have been in such a great mood. Maybe because my face is heeling! I didn't lj it, but it was a horrible adventure filled with bad advice. Basically, I never, ever break out. I was one of those lucky people who don't have acne. Maybe once a year I get this massive explosion on my face, but otherwise, my face and I are on good terms. Last week, I had this huge massive pimple on my right cheek that just grew and grew. Four days of growing and I asked around work what I should do. Someone gave me meds, it got smaller, but it was flamin' bright red! Someone else gave me some kind of cream and to wear overnight. I did that and woke up to a burnt cheek! O.M.G. The pimple was there and all around it was black as night. JESUS! I was flipping out and so mortified. Everyone thought I got in a fight. So after a whole day of feeling bad for myself, I got over it and just waited. A few days later and with zinc cream from the med cart at work, my face is back to normal. It's still red and kinda open, but nowhere near as bad as it was. So basically I will never again put anything on my face when it comes to break outs. I will just do what I usually do and wait it out. It was really BAD and I wish I took pics, you all would be dying at what was going on with my face. Badbadbaddddd.

Next week will be a bit busy, Green Day in San Jose on Tues, The Circus on thursday and then flying out for Green Day in Las Vegas on friday. SOOOOOOOOO EXCITED FOR GREEN DAY. You have no idea. It seems I have been waiting a life time! I will be going with great people, so much loveon GDC and it'd just be a big party on Tuesday! Hometown show's are always epic and this is as close as hometown as it gets. I have been stalking the setlist from the start of the tour and it has been off and on great to huh?!? NY dates set the bar with them playing for THREE HOURS and throwing in every old school jam you could think of. The last couple of shows have sadly been less songs and the removal of JOS. (What? WHY? WAT!!!!) If you take a nine min song off the setlist, you THINK they would play more songs, but they played less the last three nights. I worry because my dates are next week and I want JOS. I need it!. But last nights show had the worst turn out, the worst reviews and just tons of hating on GDC. I'm actually getting kinda scared. There isn't a show tonight, but one tomorrow, so I hope it was just a bad night.

I dyed my hair black, haven't dyed it black since April and the tips and back were faded black/brown. People say I have black hair, or 'black hair is black hair, what could be different?' but you can tell when someone throws on some black dye. It just looks so much better! Darker colors really hide the damage! I have dark blue on top, but eh. I think in Sep. I will go all black and just wear hair pieces. Because once the black is one, it's so hard to lift and change. I have been collecting loose falls and they are just so much fun to wear and style.

I have gotten the best sleep in years. I am on lexapro. It's only been like 9 days, but dammmmn. The sleep has been so good. It's ridic. I feel like a new person with all this A+ sleep I have been getting. Good times! I love my life.
12th-Aug-2009 07:26 pm - Working.
greenday: billie tre slash
Just working and try to get through the week. It hasn't been too fun. Kinda boring actually. I want these days to fly by, because it'd be Green Day time next week. The waiting has been ENDLESS.

I still have tons to do, like dry clean my clothes, update my ipod, make sure I paid my CC, finish all my charting at work, visit some friends, buy new shoes, buy a new camera (I don't think it'd happen!) Touch up my hair, (maybe dye it black?). AND figure out what I am going to wear to these shows.

31st-Jul-2009 04:44 pm - Milpitas has nothing but love!
boys: gee scream awards
Milpitas is awesome, nothing but love. Asian's dig green. I usually get nothing but scorn lately with the green hair (seriously, with all the colors I have done, green is bringing nothing but hate.) I wish I had more cash, but I am saving for Green Day merch, but I do want to go back in Sept and do my xmas shopping there. THERE WAS SO MUCH STUFF TO BUY. I did get my Aunt's birthday gift and I picked up six new headbands. But I went mostly to blow my money and waist line at Sheng Kee bakery where I bought:



Coconut, Ham & Cheese, Custard, Chocolate and Pineapple. Mmmmmm. I even went back a second time to get more chocolate and the lady said I was so ~*beautiful*~ with my hair and smile because nothing makes me happier than well, food. I forget Asian's like it fat and like to see people eat. At least they humor me and don't hate. I want to go back and buy enough to bring back for my coworkers. They would love that stuff. I would even buy tuna and hotdog and give it to the two coworkers I don't like. Haha.



Look at me, all determined. I don't play.

I went and shopped. I bought a few new headbands. I think I'm set for Green Day. 19 days till my first show! August is TOMORROW! The month I have been waiting more. After Green Day, it'd be the crack down to save up for a down payment for a new car because next year it's RN school like my parents have been dreaming of. I'll have more than enough money to stop working full time, and get that rn stuff done.

books: vc andrews 1
The month is almost up and I wanted to do a post before the month ends, and I figure if I didn't do it now, it wouldn't been done.

#1. I have been working tons and they thought it would be nice to give me weekends off. Normally that would excite any other person, but I don't really care for having weekends off because weekends = crowds at the gym/mall/library/park/everywhere else I go on a daily basis. I like to do my stuff on the week days where I don't have to deal with teens, crowds, strollers or anything else. Sure I get treated like a criminal/weirdo for being at the mall at 9am on a tuesday, but who cares. Bliss is Ignorant.

#2. It was my sisters birthday and I love her very, very, very, very, very much. She is easily the best thing to ever happen to me. That and the Dog, I love them both. (She bought the dog home from the shelter, I loathed him but now I love him_so_much_it_is_ridic.) So Emily, happy birthday! I wish I a way with words to do my feelings some justice, but I don't.

#3. Been looking at Green Day's set list at every single tour stop. Jesus, for a few days BTL was taken out, then 2000 LYA was added in and I died and went to heaven. One night they played 45 seconds of GMN and I have never been more envious! Just recently they whipped out WICA and I praypraypray they continue the tread of old stuff when it's my turn. I can't waiiiiiiiiiiiiit.

#4. No Doubt did three things that I loooooooooooooved. They decked out the stage with not only their ramps but also plastered the floor all white. The floor of the venue is almost always overlooked. I have yet to see an act take into consideration the floor of the stage, so that was impressive. The video/visuals for the music, they went above and beyond. Instead of throwing up old videos and calling it a day, the made new visuals (very chic and updated) for classic songs. Sunday Morning as the encore? EPIC. Who doesn't love that song? Although 'Don't Speak' was a very religious experience for some people. (lolz)


Some pics should do some good. Read more... )

I also redid my fringe.

ETA: GLAY U.S.TOUR 2009 THE GREAT VACATION
2009.9.9(Web)The Fillmore (San Francisco)
http://www.livenation.com/venue/the-fillmore-tickets

8th-Jul-2009 05:59 pm - no time to post.
books: vc andrews 1

Made by [info]ticcyyy



= I need to revamp my ipod.
= I need to make an appt and color strip my hair. (I don't want to strip it on my own.)
= I need to wash my car.
= I need to write down all the directions and read about parking lots on yelp.
= I need to put money in my bank account. SO LOW.
= I need to go bike riding more.
= I need to sit and read all the magazines I get in the mail.
= I need to buy a pair of heels. (That won't kill me.)
= I need to buy a new suitcase.
= I need to stop spending all my money on ebay.

= I should go bike riding tonight.
= I should listen to 21st CB again.
= I should be nicer to my coworkers.
= I should stop being team leader, it's killing me.
= I should tell the master to piss off.
= I should show up on time instead of LAST SECOND POSSIBLE. (omg, that's getting old.)
= I should get back to G and call him back.
= I should read all the books I buy instead of sorting them.
= I should try out a new perfume every day. Lord knows, I have at least six new ones, untouched.

= I want to calm the fuck down.
= I want to have more days off.
= I want to change my hair color.
= I want better/new high tops.
= I want the world to mean it when they say they loved MJ.

= I hate that I am going out of my way to impress someone. That's not who I am. I'm not one of those girls.

LA this weekend. THANK GOD. I need a break. Tomorrow will be my 7th day, of 12 hour shifts. Day 5 was an 18 hour shift. I haven't been going to the gym, I feel dreadful. Not happy with my crew. I love my AM shift, but I hate being put on the spot whenever there is some sort of confrontation and I have to speak for my crew to the boss or any other type of authority I have to visit. Today was weird with the human resources people because someone did something to my file and someone switched me from Full Time for the last four years to part time and that made my rate and status do something funny. For a milisecond there they weren't going to bring me back to my full time status and I marched right up to my Boss, the big boss, who I have been nothing but loyal to since day one she came to the building and she put in writing that I'm full time status and her right hand man. LOLZ. No lie, that's sweet. It's nice to know she can trust me 100000000% and goes to bat for me. Oh work, you have been killing me lately. There is so much tension at the place, that the things I COULD tell you all but it'd be TMI. Really, you don't want to know.

Anyway, LA this weekend, a nice long three days. Going to see the MJ exhibit. Hopefully I don't die in traffic, it's been a while. Harry Potter in what? A week. No Doubt in three weeks. Then tons of birthday parties to go to in August, but August only means one thing. TWO WORDS: Green Day. Hopefully after the tour, I'll get my lyrics tattooed on. Ahahaha. I'm soooooooo lame, but it has to be done.

ETA: I broke my phone and now have this blackberry that is killing me. So I'm so, so, so, so, so, so sorry that I haven't texted or texted half ass or have dropped/missed calls. SO many people called me over AX that was the time the phone busted. I hate to give people the run around or the impression that I'm not getting back to you. So it's my phone, it sucks. It's still taking like 5 mins to text someone back. I have tons of voicemails but no idea how to check them. It sucks. I need to buy a new phone soon. I say it before, I say it again, just give me a call and if I don't pick up, I'll get back to you, I promise.
28th-Jun-2009 11:34 pm - fml post is fml post.
boys: first and only mikey icon i should


I hate lurkers who lurk and then play dumb and ask in real life "do you have a livejournal? do you blog?" Ho. SIT DOWN. You read all my stuff and then act like you are reading my mind. This is creepy. You and your big ass are creepy. Ugh. Wear pants that fit AND stop wearing the same thing four days in a row.

PS - I have no interest in the men at work. You can have them. TAKE THEM. PLS.
PSS - Will this be weird because you will read this and I'll have to look at you next week.
PSSS - Will you be reading my mind then!???!?

I will keep you all updated.

Besides that, life is A+/OK/PERFECTION. Good eats. Good friends. Good times. We had another party at work. I loooooooooove parties that have sane people who aren't looking for wank/gossip/hookup. Just normal people, sitting around talking about stuff. WOW. Mind is blown. That's what we did today. Nice to have no drama for a milisecond. Been watching tons of MJ on the youtube. I have FOUR glorious days off. Tomorrow, I will clean like never before and the next day drive up to Sacramento to pick up my cousins and then Wed maybe workout or something? I didn't do so hot the last two days with the gym. With it being 90+ I didn't feel like getting heatstroke.

Blahblahblah. I'm just excited for all the stuff from ebay that's going to come in. YAYAYAYAYAY! New stuff to waste my time with.



BEAUTIFUL. Someone needs to make gifs of the European fans. THEY ARE SO INTO IT.

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