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= I need to revamp my ipod.
= I need to make an appt and color strip my hair. (I don't want to strip it on my own.)
= I need to wash my car.
= I need to write down all the directions and read about parking lots on yelp.
= I need to put money in my bank account. SO LOW.
= I need to go bike riding more.
= I need to sit and read all the magazines I get in the mail.
= I need to buy a pair of heels. (That won't kill me.)
= I need to buy a new suitcase.
= I need to stop spending all my money on ebay.

= I should go bike riding tonight.
= I should listen to 21st CB again.
= I should be nicer to my coworkers.
= I should stop being team leader, it's killing me.
= I should tell the master to piss off.
= I should show up on time instead of LAST SECOND POSSIBLE. (omg, that's getting old.)
= I should get back to G and call him back.
= I should read all the books I buy instead of sorting them.
= I should try out a new perfume every day. Lord knows, I have at least six new ones, untouched.

= I want to calm the fuck down.
= I want to have more days off.
= I want to change my hair color.
= I want better/new high tops.
= I want the world to mean it when they say they loved MJ.

= I hate that I am going out of my way to impress someone. That's not who I am. I'm not one of those girls.

LA this weekend. THANK GOD. I need a break. Tomorrow will be my 7th day, of 12 hour shifts. Day 5 was an 18 hour shift. I haven't been going to the gym, I feel dreadful. Not happy with my crew. I love my AM shift, but I hate being put on the spot whenever there is some sort of confrontation and I have to speak for my crew to the boss or any other type of authority I have to visit. Today was weird with the human resources people because someone did something to my file and someone switched me from Full Time for the last four years to part time and that made my rate and status do something funny. For a milisecond there they weren't going to bring me back to my full time status and I marched right up to my Boss, the big boss, who I have been nothing but loyal to since day one she came to the building and she put in writing that I'm full time status and her right hand man. LOLZ. No lie, that's sweet. It's nice to know she can trust me 100000000% and goes to bat for me. Oh work, you have been killing me lately. There is so much tension at the place, that the things I COULD tell you all but it'd be TMI. Really, you don't want to know.

Anyway, LA this weekend, a nice long three days. Going to see the MJ exhibit. Hopefully I don't die in traffic, it's been a while. Harry Potter in what? A week. No Doubt in three weeks. Then tons of birthday parties to go to in August, but August only means one thing. TWO WORDS: Green Day. Hopefully after the tour, I'll get my lyrics tattooed on. Ahahaha. I'm soooooooo lame, but it has to be done.

ETA: I broke my phone and now have this blackberry that is killing me. So I'm so, so, so, so, so, so sorry that I haven't texted or texted half ass or have dropped/missed calls. SO many people called me over AX that was the time the phone busted. I hate to give people the run around or the impression that I'm not getting back to you. So it's my phone, it sucks. It's still taking like 5 mins to text someone back. I have tons of voicemails but no idea how to check them. It sucks. I need to buy a new phone soon. I say it before, I say it again, just give me a call and if I don't pick up, I'll get back to you, I promise.

I hate lurkers who lurk and then play dumb and ask in real life "do you have a livejournal? do you blog?" Ho. SIT DOWN. You read all my stuff and then act like you are reading my mind. This is creepy. You and your big ass are creepy. Ugh. Wear pants that fit AND stop wearing the same thing four days in a row.

PS - I have no interest in the men at work. You can have them. TAKE THEM. PLS.
PSS - Will this be weird because you will read this and I'll have to look at you next week.
PSSS - Will you be reading my mind then!???!?

I will keep you all updated.

Besides that, life is A+/OK/PERFECTION. Good eats. Good friends. Good times. We had another party at work. I loooooooooove parties that have sane people who aren't looking for wank/gossip/hookup. Just normal people, sitting around talking about stuff. WOW. Mind is blown. That's what we did today. Nice to have no drama for a milisecond. Been watching tons of MJ on the youtube. I have FOUR glorious days off. Tomorrow, I will clean like never before and the next day drive up to Sacramento to pick up my cousins and then Wed maybe workout or something? I didn't do so hot the last two days with the gym. With it being 90+ I didn't feel like getting heatstroke.

Blahblahblah. I'm just excited for all the stuff from ebay that's going to come in. YAYAYAYAYAY! New stuff to waste my time with.



BEAUTIFUL. Someone needs to make gifs of the European fans. THEY ARE SO INTO IT.

When I had time off I was watching a ton of Vh1 reality shows and Daisy of Love is so ridic and addictive. First it has my first real reality tv love, 12pack but then it introduced me to Dope's bass player who goes by (sadly) the nickname Sinister on the tv show. But holy hell, that guy is attractive that it's madness. I watched all the episodes and he is just so dlfgkjglkmdkgllssgs, AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. So cute. So hot. So funny. I thought his hair was a wig for the longest time. It's SO black, it had to be fake, but he tied it back in one episode and .... BLOW AWAY. Plus he's 5'5. WIN.

Green Day is just pumping out the videos quick. The preview for 21 Guns is kinda meh. Not too happy this is the next single, because really, I could think of others that should be singles. But me thinks they are aiming for another Blvd. Think it'd happen? No. But I could be wrong. In the preview of the video there is JASON! OMG! Finally, I see one of the Jason's getting screen time! FINALLY.

Finally booked my flight and hotel to LA for the last Green Day show. I just doubled check and there is only one date on ticketmaster and not two. Last show for the first leg of the US tour. Aww. It will be exciting times. I need to start looking around for a good digital camera to buy. Something better than the Canon and the Nikon. Help? I want at least 10 MP.

Reading a biography on Shahrukh Khan. It's very funny, poorly written (which saddens me, because he is a stud!) but I don't see to many books on Bollywood that don't focus on Aishwarya.

I should go to sleep. I have to work tomorrow and go to the gym. My friend Mina dragged me into her crazy world the other day and we got 12 weeks to do something. Fail? y/n? We will see.

Ran around and did what I have to do to prepare for Disneyland. The drive isn't going to be so bad. Four hours tops, I bet. I did go the library, dropped off my books, picked up three more, ran into some friends at the store. Went to King Eggroll, had lunch, went to the post office, mailed off another DR payment. (14.81, WAT. That's it!?) and came back in time for AMC. I love weekday mornings and no crowds. Just in, out and DONE.

Today my eye is meh. The swelling is down but that bacteria is still there. I didn't take the Cipro, so we shall see. I'm just wearing sunglasses everywhere I go. I THINK it looks funny. Next week is going to be ridic. Next week I gotta buy those Blink-182 tickets, the Miley tickets when she comes to SJ, book my flight and hotel for the 4th Green Day show, hopefully place an order for my Lady Solo wig, buy a new suitcase and pay for AX. (Don't know if I'm going, just waiting on the person I'm going with to give me a straight answer. WHAT IS MY LIFE? I LOVE IT!

Updated my mothers ipod. OH THE HORROR! She likes R&B/RAP/HIPHOP and all that mainstream stuff. It was a PAIN to do. I don't ever want to hear another Nelly or Missy or whatever song again! Although I'm intrigued by the Pink that I heard. Hm.. My coworker was begging me to go see her with her, so I might.

I should be updating girltype_365 any minute.

ETA: WORK DRAAAAAAAAMA~ The coworkers came to visit me AT MY HOUSE. Lolz. Basically I made my switch from departments because I didn't like working with my partner that I have in the Therapy department. (The switch occurred on the May 24-ish.) So basically partner had a massive fight with all the other people in other departments today, esp. the dietitian who told him to gtfo. (She don't play!) So the boss is asking me to please go back to the Therapy department. So I sadly, said yes. ANGST. So this weekend, I got work stuff to do to get my stuff together for the month. Damn, I just moved all my gear out of the therapy room. Maaaaaaaan. Why this always be happening to me? Blahhhh.

OMG. George. Ahahahaha. Love it! My eye was sore on Sunday, limping on monday and blew up today. DAMN. I was mortified and ran to the doctor who was just as shocked. Got meds. We fought about the Cipro. (Took Cipro 3 years ago, it has changed my life and I hate it. That and wellbutrin, both fucked me up and I vow never to take it again.) So I have on hand polymyxin, drops for my eyes and prednisone for the swelling. He gave me three days of sick leave, so I pretty much start of vacation on Friday, so I'm off till late next week. I hope I get better. I HOPE.

In OTHER news, my order from ikickshins came in. LOOK AT IT. If you ever wanted hair pieces, loose falls or even cute light up hair accessories like this. (I bought two, they are BRIGHT as hell.) Go to ikickshins.net for very reasonable handmade hair pieces and fast, FAST turn-about-time.

If my eye looks decent on Friday, we ARE going to Disneyland for the weekend.

OMG. DEAD. Still gets me laughing everytime!

Apparently reading creepypasta to my residents is the wrong thing to do. BUT THEY WERE SO ENTERTAINED. Omg. I love my old people, they want the worst of the worst, I could only read so much before I had to leave. Anyone have any favorites? My boss is out of town, so we also read fmylife after med pass. Good times! Today was an easy day, I love working weekends. E-A-S-Y!

I'm off tomorrow and debating whether to go to Santa Cruz or San Francisco. I don't know what to do, everyone else is open for anything; I really want to go roller skating but yelp isn't pulling anything up. I have a great playlist and tomorrow I get to sit in the backseat while another friend drives. LOVE IT. Xoxoxooxxoxo. LOVE IT.

I got Tales Of The Black Freighter on dvd today. Going to watch that now. Looking forward to the Minutemen footage.

Also epic post is EPIC.

Saw the Watchmen last night. Watchmen + Imax = LOVE. I love imax theaters, it's so crystal clear that I don't need to wear my glasses! But what I love more is the imax trailers. It was a packed house, and they had us vote how which movie should be shown next at this imax theater. I voted for Star Trek, but everyone else wanted Transformers. HP trailer in IMAX is soooooo good. I read Watchmen back in grade school thanks to my old bff John Nguyen who introduced me to the Neo Geo, Jim Lee and everything else that made us outcasts at school. I don't recall much except that the Comedian was crazy-awesome and even in the movie, was crazy-awesome with no shame. The things he did made me cringe. The best thing about the film was the opening sequence. I loved the OP. Hated the entire soundtrack. I'd go see it again, The Comedian and Ozymandias are my favorites. I could do without the female. Oh yeah, I think I'm getting old because at almost three hours, I sure could have used an intermission to walk around, it was very hard to sit that long.

My coworkers brother was missing for eight days so we were all involved with looking and making flyers and calling around and getting his pic on the news. They found his body on friday, it was a very somber day. I haven't seen her since, she hasn't been answering our calls, so we'll just let her be and wait till she's ready. I feel horrible, I would drop dead if one of my sisters was missing.

This is the best news I've read in a long time! OMG. I hate that kid and the new characters they introduced in HSM. I have no need for a HSM4 and they SHOULD end it, but we know how these things go. They bring in the $$$$$$$$$$, but it'd be interesting if they focus on the rival school. I could see that maybe-working but no where near as great as the original. I can't wait to go to disney in a few months and see the Parade see all the merch for HSM3. I hope they have good stuff. I hope to get in a tattoo as well, I have easily 700.00 on the side for just that. Just been waiting and researching and just wondering when they hell I'll make the effort to get one. I have money, ideas, just need the right person.

I might take an overnight trip in Richmond on Tuesday. I'd love to get away and just rest. The issue is I don't have the day off. I could get it off, but I just hate asking when I'm on modified duty, my work is good, they want me to heal and rest and get my pain managed but I don't want to push my luck. I did show up to work an hour late yesterday. That was the second time I've been late in SIX years. The first time I was late by two minutes. This was a whole hour. And no, not because of the time change, I just didn't wake up on time. I do have next weekend off and my goal is to buy a new purse and a bathing suit for the gym. I would have done it today, but eh. I HATE going on on the weekends, I like doing my shopping on the weekends, but if I have next weekend off I can be the first one at the door and out by noon. This is my plan.

I think I'll update my ipod now.

So who is on twitter? I use it often since I never have time to really post on LJ anymore. You all should leave your or message me your twitter names and I can add you. ^_^ Health-wise, I feel decent. I avoid pain meds like nothing else, so I finally started taking some and it gives the false sense of stability. I was put on modified duty which has our scheduling lady annoyed since in our workplace modified duty is for the pregnant and workman's comp. people. She'll get over it. My residents fuss over me and it's dreadful and makes me feel guilty. They all swear up and down and I can share a room with them and get the window bed. I love my residents but just thinking about the doom and gloom of being put in a home is horrible. It's no where near that bad, but then the residents see you limp around it gets all these crazy ideas in their head; this is again, why I'm taking the pain meds. Dignity issues, yo. I see a specialist later in the month. After this, I may not bring it up again in lj. Again, dignity issues. I realize again, when you have something wrong with you, people do three things: alienated you, baby you and do the whole "but you're so YOUNG" spill. Very annoying.

So I spend my days working (almost every day, wow.) Playing the Wii or at least attempting to; Everyone is annoyed at my lack of coordination with the wii remote and watching Sailor Moon. My sister and I will attempt to watch it, since I'm not big on sitting on one place for a long period of time and I loathe the TV, we can get to four episodes before I have to call it quits and run off to do something else. After that, I've been dying to get her into Urusei Yatsura, it's my dream to watch the whole run all over again. I've only seen the series in full, once. There isn't THAT many episodes but the whole split-episode format they have makes the series seem SO much longer. But I love that series, I can quote an unhealthy amount of it. I never cared for the OAVs, I found them horribly animated and it just didn't seem the same. The slapstick wasn't there.

We did make it somehow to see the Jonas movie in SF, and the theater was suppppppppper nice with leather seats. I had no idea there was a theater in the Westfield when the super nice Imax is easily across the street. There was no time to actually shop which sucked, because I hate to rush and I was dying to pop into H&M. The theater was packed with mom and girls who screamed and screamed and screamed for such weird stuff. There was MUCH Kevin in the film and there was so many moments I can already pin point all the gif's that are going to be made into it! The setlist was meh, no Lovebug in the film but Pushing me Away was so much better than I recalled live. Wowowow. Demi was meh, but I liked Taylor's bits. I really want the live audio, I'm surprised it hasn't leaked yet.

Otherwise, that's it. Here's some stuff I uploaded the other day, there is alot of people requesting video game music on the music communities, with Galbadia Hotel gone where does one get their fix? I've been slowly rar-ing my music and uploading bits and pieces if there is a request.

Dance Dance Revolution: Mario Mix OST
Size: 40 MB
DL Link:http://www.sendspace.com/file/6pr9zm

Super Smash Bros. Melee Disc 1
Size: 80 MB
DL Link: http://www.sendspace.com/file/gk0gp5



Been talking about this for the last few days, I didn't think she'd do a video that could top the pokerface video, but she did.

I totally adore and dig all the Gaga pics that came out of the UK. Even the ones of her trolling the streets in underpants. She has all these flaws that just make her seem flawless. Love it. I really should make the effort to see her later in March in sf. But I so sad that my little sister can't get in. I don't want to see her again without her. But, we'll see. It depends on the merch. She NEEDS better merch. The crap she has in her webstore just doesn't fly with me.

Anyway, My parents are going to go see the Delfonics for Valentine's Day! LUCKY! My Dad scored 20th row, which isn't too bad for waiting until the last minute to get tickets. Still wish I was going. I don't know what I'm going to do for Valentine's Day. There is a bit of pressure to spend it with the boy or whatever, but now I'm kinda like, ehhhh. I'm not into it anymore... The whole exclusively of it all just creeps me out. Ahaha. Fail. Hopefully I'll have to work that weekend. That'd be a nice excuse.

In other news: I NEED MORE OF THIS. While I didn't have high hopes, I will take his voice any way/shape/form I can get it. Thankyouthankyou.

One of my coworkers is deathly afraid of death. Whenever a resident dies she goes all white and almost hysterical and it really kills her mood for days. She always thinks death is lurking around that corner out to get her. She's always talking about how she's glad no one really close to her has died, but last night she was up all night and texting me about how her cousin died and how she's going to die and how guilty she feels. A lot of people at my work blow her off because she is young and a drinker, but for the last two years I have notice she would go out of her way to ignore me and be hostile towards me. I guess because I never really seemed to care either way about her, made her like me and she insisted on being my friend. Just one day out of the blue she started talking to me and wouldn't stop. It's been half a year now, but she's always now gone out of her way to talk to me, to call me, to hang out and all that stuff. She's nice, it's good to have less hostility at work, so we are friends. She's always gone on and on about myspace and how serious she takes her top 8. I never really took that stuff seriously but she always talks about these things and today she insisted I go look at her top 8 and she put me up. I think this is some gesture of sorts that she really considers me a friend. I always remind her at how we use to run in the same circles and show up at the same places and how she would always go out of her to ignore me and everyone would be like: that girl over that, she is totally glaring at me. So yeah, nice gesture, even thought now I feel obligated to do the same. O_o.. I don't even have my love interest in my top8. I always felt myspace was too personal because people 'comment-hop' and lurk. Lots o' lurking.

Did I mention I love my new ipod. With only 8gb's, I really have to be selective. Love it! But I had touched a broken pen and smeared ink on the turn piece and it's still there, faded, but there as a reminder of how much of a moron I am. I only have 2gb's up on it. This will easily take a week to organize and get it all correct with proper album covers.

I wanted to wait a month, but I have been doing the whole pic-a-day thing. You can see it all at girltype_365. It's a pain to make time to get on lj everyday, but I want to see how long I can keep it up. I would post epic-pics-of-work but that's breaking a handful of HIPPA laws.

oh punky colors, you are my bbf. after murdering my hair this morning by color stripping some parts. i attempted a new color, i won't really know how it looks until it's dry. but it's darker for the winter. i cringe at the bright purple, that was good for end of summer, but not now. so basically it's been pink -> red -> orange (not by choice!!) -> purple and now -> dark blue? we shall see.

i'm proud of myself, already unpacked and cleaned up *everything*. i usually sulk and do it a week later, but i get back to work tomorrow and tomorrow will be me working overtime almost every other day. plus i have been slacking at the gym, i lifted no weights in a whole week. (fail) i'm getting a new blue (what color SHOULD i get) 16gb to carry around. my video ipod is shot to hell with a battery life of 2 hours tops. i had it for almost three years, so i figure it's time to move on.



donald SHOUTOUT. omg, i love him sooo much.
to all the haters who said thanksgiving day at disneyland would be insane.
you lie. it was free-roaming, all the crowds stuck to the dark rides/nemo and toontown.