Heh. I'm suchhhhhh a dork. Going to Sacramento tomorrow to see mah boys and then on Sunday the Dachshund Derby! I hope no drama will occur, because it's already starting and nothing has HAPPEN YET!.

WAIT FOR IT.

YES. 18 tracks! OMGGAGAGA!

Tracklisting for 21st Century Breakdown
01) 21st Century Breakdown
02) Know Your Enemy
03) ¡Viva La Gloria!
04) Before the Lobotomy
05) Christian's Inferno
06) Last Night on Earth
07) East Jesus Nowhere
08) Peacemaker
09) Last of the American Girls
10) Murder City
11) ¿Viva La Gloria?
12) Restless Heart Syndrome
13) Horseshoes and Handgrenades
14) Drama Queen
15) Static Age
16) 21 Guns
17) American Eulogy
18) See the Light

AVOIDING LEAKS. AVOIDDDDDDING. Monday will be my FIRST real listen. Eep. Why is no one of my friends list gushing? Why do I feel so alone? WHY?WHY?WHY?

Why couldn't this female be the lead in Watchmen? FIERCE!

Fanfic Talk/Rec. I'm not much of a slash person. I was back in HS when it was all seemed new and all seemed the rage; so when all the slash you've read is either boyband or gundam; it's bound to burn you out. And it has, for years. But after re-reading the graphic novel and seeing all the fanwork that's coming out, I will admit I have been very interested in the Comedian/Ozymandias. The Comedian just oozes sexuality and I feel the only thing coming from Ozymandias is asexuality. So um, crack pairing IT IS. So I looked around and found nothing but Rorschach-slash (Oh.MY.GOD.NO.) Rorschach-OOC (Why? And it gets the MOST comments!) and Rorschach-crossover (WAT.)Clearly the fandom is keen on Rorschach. But some kind soul pointed me to anshin_fanfic where the writer is keen on C/O. YEESSSS. This had me wishing I had a bff who understood these things where in the old days I would call my bff and we would read out loud each others favorites parts. Those days, long gone; so I can only share it all with you. JKFSLKSDFN! It's THAT good.

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Eddie had to suppress a snort—god, he was such a prick. Every little move Adrian made just pegged him as an asshole, and Eddie couldn’t put his finger on why. Rich fucking bastard, thought he owned the world...christ, couldn’t even hang up what he was doing for ten goddamn minutes, and he was the one who’d called Eddie.
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GO READ IT. It's been ages where a fanfic had me grinning for hours where I get stopped and asked why I'm so happy.

Makeup: I own at least 28 different Urban Decay colors and usually use one for a week and never touch it again. Some of my biggest mistake buys are the ugly as hell Vert and Smog. But Midnight Cowboy is what I swear by, it goes with everything and stays on my eyelids with or without their primer. I need to get my fringe cut because it now droops waaaaaaay past my eyebrows.

Accessories: I bought four more over the weekend. I found this beauty at forever 21 and was floored. Since when did they have cute stuff? I went on their website to investigate further and saw this one. I need to own that! I would order it online but I'm trying very hard to cutback on online purchases. I notice last month, I spent 280.00 on accessories alone. Not good. What the hell did I get!?!?

Health: Went to the Doctor. Two things happen within the start of the year. I'm severely allergic to ibuprofen. I knew this for years and it never became an issue because I avoided it all at cost and was able to handle my pain well through pain management. But the pain was so severe in Feb that I took Advil and Motrin daily and had this rash take up residence on my right arm. The rash was (and still is!) ridiculous looking. At first it was flammin' red but has now healed and left a dreadful scar(s) that everyone thinks I either got shot/beat. The Doctor swears it'd heal, but he and I knows my skin will never go back to the way it was. We talk about this, he thinks it depresses me. It depresses me that he thinks I'm the type of woman who would let this bring me down. He tells me to cover it. Why does everyone tell me to cover it? We talk about depression and pain. I tell him I have never been sad, the pain hasn't affected my job or my relationships with my family and residents. Ah. Relationships. I had to bring in the word, he says I should put myself out there, cover the scar and find someone. Who the hell does this guy think he is? I tell him I have no need for that, especially more than ever. I want to focus 10000000000000% on me. We talk, it's easily two hours. I love this guy because he doesn't rush me, but then again he does half the talking so I sit and strain and think how I could be home watching People's Court. Next month, I'll make an effort so we can laugh about it later. But in reality all I'm thinking about is what kind of tattoo can I get to cover up the scar(s).

Music: I have barely touched my old ipod and need to update my new ipod. It's so much work. I made a playlist with every song that makes me feel alive and I noticed a trend. I won't say the trend because it's stupid, but I can assure you I have not a single ballad on that list. I HATE BALLADS. Fuck no. But all three G's are on that playlist. Oh my boys. Speaking of G's and tattoos. I have been in love with the idea to get the G and the XXX of being straight-edge in a single tattoo. I know GWay's signature has the lovely XoXo and his signature is so discreet with the lower-case g, looking at my other two boys they both signed their names with lowercase g's at all times. Aw, such is fate. Oh, you'll see if I ever get it done.

Geez. Long post is long. Leave me long enough to wait for a phone call and look what happens. Call..Call..Call me. Just give me a call and if I don't pick up, I'll get back to you, I promise.

Quite easily the best macro I have seen a while. Kevin is always the ugly one and yet such a family favorite, that even Rorschach knows the real deal when he sees it. Loved this! LOVED IT! I get quite to amused by these things.

I might do a friends cut and add people soon. Eh, nothing personal. It's clear I haven't touched JE fandom in ages. Plus there are people I've wanted to add for some time, I almost never add people, I only added people who've added me except for maybe a handful of times. Guess it's time to stop lurking and just do it! Hrm..

Saw the Watchmen last night. Watchmen + Imax = LOVE. I love imax theaters, it's so crystal clear that I don't need to wear my glasses! But what I love more is the imax trailers. It was a packed house, and they had us vote how which movie should be shown next at this imax theater. I voted for Star Trek, but everyone else wanted Transformers. HP trailer in IMAX is soooooo good. I read Watchmen back in grade school thanks to my old bff John Nguyen who introduced me to the Neo Geo, Jim Lee and everything else that made us outcasts at school. I don't recall much except that the Comedian was crazy-awesome and even in the movie, was crazy-awesome with no shame. The things he did made me cringe. The best thing about the film was the opening sequence. I loved the OP. Hated the entire soundtrack. I'd go see it again, The Comedian and Ozymandias are my favorites. I could do without the female. Oh yeah, I think I'm getting old because at almost three hours, I sure could have used an intermission to walk around, it was very hard to sit that long.

My coworkers brother was missing for eight days so we were all involved with looking and making flyers and calling around and getting his pic on the news. They found his body on friday, it was a very somber day. I haven't seen her since, she hasn't been answering our calls, so we'll just let her be and wait till she's ready. I feel horrible, I would drop dead if one of my sisters was missing.

This is the best news I've read in a long time! OMG. I hate that kid and the new characters they introduced in HSM. I have no need for a HSM4 and they SHOULD end it, but we know how these things go. They bring in the $$$$$$$$$$, but it'd be interesting if they focus on the rival school. I could see that maybe-working but no where near as great as the original. I can't wait to go to disney in a few months and see the Parade see all the merch for HSM3. I hope they have good stuff. I hope to get in a tattoo as well, I have easily 700.00 on the side for just that. Just been waiting and researching and just wondering when they hell I'll make the effort to get one. I have money, ideas, just need the right person.

I might take an overnight trip in Richmond on Tuesday. I'd love to get away and just rest. The issue is I don't have the day off. I could get it off, but I just hate asking when I'm on modified duty, my work is good, they want me to heal and rest and get my pain managed but I don't want to push my luck. I did show up to work an hour late yesterday. That was the second time I've been late in SIX years. The first time I was late by two minutes. This was a whole hour. And no, not because of the time change, I just didn't wake up on time. I do have next weekend off and my goal is to buy a new purse and a bathing suit for the gym. I would have done it today, but eh. I HATE going on on the weekends, I like doing my shopping on the weekends, but if I have next weekend off I can be the first one at the door and out by noon. This is my plan.

I think I'll update my ipod now.