When I had time off I was watching a ton of Vh1 reality shows and Daisy of Love is so ridic and addictive. First it has my first real reality tv love, 12pack but then it introduced me to Dope's bass player who goes by (sadly) the nickname Sinister on the tv show. But holy hell, that guy is attractive that it's madness. I watched all the episodes and he is just so dlfgkjglkmdkgllssgs, AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. So cute. So hot. So funny. I thought his hair was a wig for the longest time. It's SO black, it had to be fake, but he tied it back in one episode and .... BLOW AWAY. Plus he's 5'5. WIN.

Green Day is just pumping out the videos quick. The preview for 21 Guns is kinda meh. Not too happy this is the next single, because really, I could think of others that should be singles. But me thinks they are aiming for another Blvd. Think it'd happen? No. But I could be wrong. In the preview of the video there is JASON! OMG! Finally, I see one of the Jason's getting screen time! FINALLY.

Finally booked my flight and hotel to LA for the last Green Day show. I just doubled check and there is only one date on ticketmaster and not two. Last show for the first leg of the US tour. Aww. It will be exciting times. I need to start looking around for a good digital camera to buy. Something better than the Canon and the Nikon. Help? I want at least 10 MP.

Reading a biography on Shahrukh Khan. It's very funny, poorly written (which saddens me, because he is a stud!) but I don't see to many books on Bollywood that don't focus on Aishwarya.

I should go to sleep. I have to work tomorrow and go to the gym. My friend Mina dragged me into her crazy world the other day and we got 12 weeks to do something. Fail? y/n? We will see.

There is nothing more aggravating than having the person you like, read to you their favorite novel. Seriously? What the hell? Is this what men think is romantic, because I'm ready to cut a bitch.

I thankfully have a day off. So with a bottle of 40 vol. developer in hand, I will mess around with my hair. So I guess I should take a before and after picture. It could either be massive fail, massive win, or massive the-color-really-didnt-come-out-what-a-waste-of-time. I'm really waiting for one of my friends to get back to me, because she gave me permission to do a section of her hair, and I'd love to practice some more. I have done myself, three coworkers, two girls that were friends of a friend.

Oh a whim I decided to try the pain meds. Figure a horrible stomach ache is much better than a leg that is keeping me up at night, if it goes well, when I go back to the clinic I'm going to demand all kinds of this stuff. I would really live to have the allusion of being pain-free during nkotb-disneyland-birthday-time. Really, the whole pain thing is becoming more of a joke. I wonder why people who have chronic pain and deal with it the majority of their lives aren't more angry at the world. Instead their depressed and want to just end it all. The hell with that, I want to live forever and give everyone hell while I'm at it! I overheard a bitch in line complaining that her leg hurt. I turned over to look at her and saw this leggy blonde with heels. I asked her about her pain and she just mumbled "Oh it's HORRIBLE, it's as BAD as a headache!!" .... Jesus She doesn't know how good she has it. I'd kill for a migraine everyday instead of this pain. It's also putting a major dent in my (former) relationship, we made a futile attempt to be intimate and I had to call it quits after ten minutes of staring at the ceiling thinking about which resident at my work has similar issues as myself. Good god, I'm comparing myself as one of the old folks all the while I have a hot guy taking off his pants. Ultimate fail on my part.

In other news, my family went to Sixflags and my sister wanted to show you all what was in the girls restroom. She's a big freak on the whole SH games. She also wanted to share with you the tools at the park. Just LOOK at those outfits. My sister looks waaaaaaay to happy here. I love it. It should be a part of our xmas card this year. They also showed off their bracelets where they had unlimited soda in the park. My Mom wanted to cry at this greatness stowed upon her, not the fact that her workplace had someone come get her and drive them all down to Vallejo, not the fact that everything was paid for and she had to wait in no lines, but she was most excited for the free unlimited soda.

Is the Twilight people making the cast UGLY on purpose? How the hell do you from THIS in the movie to THIS in real life. Really. The hell?

Now I'm going to go watch Charm School. That show just makes my week. It's lolz-shameless and Heather is smokin' hot.

Someone should tell me to back away from online shopping. I bought 15 more pieces of clothing in hopes of trying to figure out what to wear for my birthday. Let's just hope it actually ships in time for me to choose from. I was so temped to get this but I want to buy it in person first. And I vowed to buy this after I finish my xmas shopping. It is a little overpriced, if it was under 300.00 USD, I'd get two.

clos_vf came over the other day to hang out. He sang bad 80's songs. Every song he knew, I didn't and vice versa. He then told me who dies on Gossip Girl and I was mortified. I try SO hard to avoid spoilers, which means missing all those great pic spams on ONTD. My sister had no idea someone was even going to die and demanded that I tell her and when I did she said "Oh good, I don't even care about ___." All I'm saying is that Nate and Vanessa should die, I loathe those two. Dan pisses me off SO much that I adore him, him and Blair, why can't it happen? It should be all kinds of wrong.

Currently been listening to A little Piece of Heaven ripped from Avenged Sevenfold's DVD. I love that song, it's so dark, dreadful and brutally honest. So romantic. I'm sucker for these things. LISTEN TO THE LIVE VERSION if you do nothing else. DO IT! And if you want the track off the actual cd here it is for you.

The Hospital's xmas party is coming up, it's located at this pretty golf place on a hill which is filled with ZOMBIE DEERS. These deers stalk you as you drive up the hill, last year we counted at least 12 tailgaiting me. YES, the deers even tailgate me. Last year and the year before and the year BEFORE was free which is awesome because you can choose anything you want to eat, last year I got a 120.00 meal all for free! But the catch is you can't take any home. So I ignored my meat and ate all my stuffing and I believe everyone else's stuffing. But this year everyone is throwing a shitfit because you have to pay this year to get it and with the way everyone was running down the halls crying about it, I thought I would have to pay 120.00 to get me in the door. (The stuffing be worth it, yo.) But the pricetag is 5.00 USD. Yeah. My coworkers are lame.

So I'm back at work, this was my 2nd day. The first day was HORRIBLE, with two hours of sleep, I was a zombie, except I felt PAIN all during my shift! I got off work and crashed and slept causing me to not be able to sleep at all during the night and today I was drained, but the pain wasn't as bad. I have to work this weekend while my whole family goes off to Sixflags for my Mom's workplace, no lines, everything is free. They did this last year I didn't get to go because of work. *sulk*

My sister and I have crazy plans for the NKOTB show, but that is for another post. ANOTHER POST. It's just too LOLZ. She is really looking forward to this. We have crazy ideas. She took a peek at the setlist and is currently stressing/flippin' out.

And now, I leave you with this:



I GOT IT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD FOR THE ZV. (I'm so embarassed.)

The new GLAY PV is really, really annoying serious. Teru is singing with his heart and soul and this makes me love the b-side even more. I would love a video for this. I should be picking up this single when SMAP's album comes out. I can't wait to the end of the month! I have a SF trip at the end of the month, so I'll pick it up there, if I do, that makes their last 8 albums I've bought in a different city. Oh SMAP. The end of the month will rule, but I'm mourning the fact that I won't get time off for a quick run to see you in concert. ..

I have been busy this week. (I feel like the week is over, when it's only tuesday, but I've been working the last six days.) I had a resident who had a seizure, so I was on the phone trying to get a hold of the doctor for 3 hours. He's going great, but stressful day. A local Doctor died recently and his funeral was today, so a few of us went for a bit and it was packed but there was crazy gospel music and lots of dancing and I was thinking: Oh wow, this is MY kind of funeral! There was some sad people, but I always felt a funeral should be a party. I'd hate to imagine people crying over me (doubt it.). I'd want a big party with jpop, tons of eggrolls and a THEME. Oh yes, my funeral will have a theme.

Look what I got today! I live in the smallest town there is and the Japanese food isn't the best, but I'll take what I can get. Went with some friends. We walked the entire city (at least two hours of looking), ate this crazy good tempura and then some split up and went for ice cream. GOOD TIMES. The ice cream was fail. But it was fun, there was much talk of video games, comics and OLD SCHOOL jpop. Man, it felt like the old days. A few of us are doing a SF day trip at the end of the month. I also found someone to take to Japan when me and Lydia go next year! XDDDD!

King Eggroll finally opened and I missed the grand opening by one day! The bf and I went and had a tray of eggrolls and boba drinks. It was ridiculous. We spent three hours there. I want to go back! The bad thing about this place is that it's cash only and neither of us carry cash, so we had to miss out on some stuff. Next time we will come prepared! We then went to the Disney Outlet and bought each other hats.

Tomorrow I start the weight training again. NOOOOOOOO! I don't miss lifting weights, but I noticed I haven't been able to lift as well as I use to and had to ask for help at work a couple of times. The doctor gave the ok, so now I have no more excuses. I hadn't done a thing with weights in over a month! X_x. Tomorrow I will be in pain. PAIN. On Sunday is racquetball. I have never DONE racquetball before, but a certain someone wants to do it on Sundays at 4pm, so I can handle that time, it's not too late for me.

I've been listening to Southern All Stars for the last couple of days at work. Their sound is sooooooo good. I liked them for a while now, but their sound is a lot of fun more so than I remember. I always think of them as summer music and here I'm listening to them as the summer ends. Ahahaha. I watched the new Gossip Girl and it wasn't as great as it should have been, I will be watching and I know it'd get better.. Plus I love all the accessories that Blair wears. I wish I could own half of what she has. Her headbands are amazing! I also been watching Hana Yori Dango II and the character of Shigeru is my favorite. I hope I see tons of her, I have only seen up to episode #3, but she's my type of girl, when she wants it, she goes for it and has no shame doing it. LOVE IT.

My hair color came in the mail today!~ They are SO pretty! I ordered from this place and they shipped it AMAZING, not only did they include a box of gloves, but they wrapped each bottle in bubble wrap and everything was sealed and nothing was written on them. I ordered from other places where it's just bottles thrown in a box, or it's tagged with their url on the bottle so they look ugly, but this place was a plus! Plus it was cheapest at this place and the shipping cost was very reasonable at least HALF of what amalthea's attic charges! I would buy from this place again!

I think I need to stop eating ice cream. This is all the rage at the moment. I went out last night to pick up ice cream with my sisters and the neighbors stood at their windows and watched us pile in the car and drive off and even ran to their window when we came home. We sat and ate our ice cream and waved our cones at them. They seem to think we are on crack, but I think it's the other way around, they are often fighting and I always hear profanity from them when I have the window open.

I did clean up smapxsmap a bit and added some info and took off some. It looks semi-decent. I would love to do some sort of pic spam, but no one is really into SMAP. Someone wanted SMAP solos, so I uploaded Shingo's and Goro's. I didn't want the links to go to waste, so here they are if you want them. I recommend Goro, because it's Goro and he is my love.

Shingo Katori Solos
http://www.sendspace.com/file/7zd1dd
Goro Inagaki Solos
http://www.sendspace.com/file/qa7imf

Did I mention I have this crazy URGE to watch dorama's? So I ordered: Hana Yori Dango II (Jun IS a guilty pleasure), Zettai Kareshi (I don't think it'd live up the manga, I'm right? Wrong?), Bara no nai Hanaya (Because I need to watch more Shingo dorama's) and Karei Naru Ichizoku (Because I lost my copy). So we shall see if I actually follow through and watch them. Ahahaha. I usually get to three episodes and then I'm out. Unless I watch them with friends and those friends aren't really my friends anymore, so I'm stuck. But I'd be nice.

I'm also in love with these headbands and they are pricey, at least 40.00 USD a piece and I'm ready to order until I realize they are BABY HEADBANDS. What the hell? They are TOO gorgeous to be for babies! NOOOOOOO. Sad.

So my bf is all into metal. Hooray, thankfully he isn't the creepy long haired guys who wear bandshirts all day. He actually lives in polo shirts and vests. Yay? So being the horrible girlfriend that I'm, we hang out, he makes lunch, we watch movies AND I fall asleep during lunch and the movie. Later on, I ice my leg and we listen to all sorts of metal, but when it gets to the black/creepy European metal, I gotta admit, I'm not into it. I tell him about Gossip Girl, he has no interest in TV (this is good.) and I leave and go home and pass out. What's the deal? The past few days I've been exhausted and dizzy. I'm not good company at this moment.

I'm going to take the chance and color my hair this weekend. I didn't get my sfx in the mail or the punky colors, so I'm taking the HUGE chance of using splat or manic panic. I've asked and checked out pics and it LOOKS nice, figure it'd tide me over until I get my colors in the mail. I will post 3242342 pics and let everyone know how it turns out. My biggest fear is that it'd bleed everywhere and destroy my pillowcases and headbands. I have so many on the inside it's all pink and some headbands that I wear cost me up to 34.00 a piece. That's why, lately I've been buying cheaper pieces and if they break or if I lose them I won't have to stress over it.

I go back to work on monday. (!!!) I don't want to go, but it'd be nice to be back in some sort of routine. I need a routine. These days of staying up till 3AM and waking at 9AM is taking a toll. But my dog is thrilled that I'm home all these days. My dog and I are like bff's at this very moment. He's sitting right by me, looking at me. I just turned around and we made eye contact. YAY. At least someone loves me.

Gossip Girl is painfully addictive and lives up to the hype. I currently have only two episodes left. I'm going to watch the last two when my sister gets off work. She insists that I should wait for her. After that then I can see all the fic and icons I want. I'd hate to be spoiled and already was one two of the bigger things thanks to ONTD, I loved their pics spams before I even watched the show so I picked up some stuff that I wish I didn't know.

OMG. Take a look at Junji Ito's take on Lum. My heart did flipflops. I love the little peek of Ataru!