I guess I SHOULD post. Just resting and watching a ridiculously amount of TV. Been in and out of the doctor with numerous checkups. The kidney infection is just about gone but we have another issue we have to address, because the pain is ridic. Been off work since tues. THANK GOD for sick pay. I just got paid today a full check because of my sick pay and I have more than enough to pay me for this week that I've been off. Thank god for union and benefits and all that stuff. Now my insurance on the other hand is hit or miss. I went had a few xrays and two ultrasounds done so we shall see how much I will have to pay for that.

Doctor told me no matter how much it hurts to keep walking around and do my routine. I did rather well, able to do everything I need to do and even walked from the hospital to home where some city works blocked the street to my house and got really upset that I didn't listen to the signs. They even dashed across the street to chew me out but I just kept walking, seriously, if you aren't going to talk to me like a human being you don't deserve my time. It's like, I LIVE THERE, you telling me I can't go home? Lame.

Been reading fanfic out of boredom. I'm amazed that fanfic I read while in HIGH SCHOOL is still up on the net. Into my Life is a long 'mary-sue' fanfic that I read while in high school because at the time I loved reading long 345353533 chapter fanfics, rather than oneshots and it seemed the het/mary-sue types were the only ones that ran long. Another one I've read was Live at 12 cold street which is only available in book form. How are people able to make money off beatle fanfic? Is that legal? Some fanfic isn't up anymore, but web archive and me trying damn hard to remember titles I read as a kid can get old school fanfic come up. Like Dreamers Do This fic is like seven years old but I remember reading it in college. Yup, all het. You think I would like beatles slash more since I made beatlesslash six years ago! Shame I got pressured to give it up years ago.. But I'm very happy with the way it looks now!

I have been meaning to read this Tug of War (putting a link so I can find it later! XD) Paul is the time traveler desperately trying to save John. But what if that requires giving up Linda and the kids and everything he loves about his own life?

Today I will attempt to go out on a friday night... and buy (more) makeup. Me and Sephora and the MAC counter are going to be bffs tonight. My goal is to find a new purse and some new makeup for fun.

I haven't really posted, POSTED in some time. Been busy, not with work but more with my time off. Been out living life with my cousins, late night bike rides with my sister and trying to reconnect and calm the eff down with an ex. All in all, good times. Plus my net has been off/on and slow as hell and I haven't really seen/read much on lj. WHAT DID I MISS?

When I do have decent net access, I have been living at gdc and they have a great bunch of people and I have spoiled myself endlessly with this tour. I just can't wait. Before I could just go about life and be like, "OH WOW, it's the 15th already? I got a show to go to tonight!" but not for Green Day, I count down the days and beat myself up over how it'd go. I wonder about all the old friends I'll see at the San Jose show, the surprise I have in store at the Sacramento show, the epic Vegas show and I praypraypray they play 21st CB in it's entirety at the last show in LA. See? Beating myself up. I angst over these things. I am GREEDY. I want to hear 21st CB in it's entirety again.

Been listing to MJ endlessly on a loop. I actually have been before his death, BAD is easily the third most listened album on my ipod. First is (of course) TBP and second is AI. (Typical!) But with his death, fans have been coming out of everywhere and some are making great graphics and I have to share this link! TONS of wallpapers from most of his eras. The Captain EO one had my floored. WOW. I think I'm set for the year. Another great post on livejournal, not Mj related but NKOTB related is this, widgetchick did a great write up of an end of an era/fandom. Can we really call it an end? Sure I've talked shit and lurked and watched with glee at the drama, but I've got to know some really great people like widget, emobeauty, catdecember, fautedemieux73, debbie and so many more people. You guys are crazzzzzzzzzy but I love you guys.

I just put in my hair a while back punky's midnight blue and it still looks good. I need to touch it up, but before that I really want to an appointment in to do some bleaching but all my days off are filled up. That and I get paid NEXT week, so I should wait, I want cash to tip the poor woman who will be doing my hair. I tip easily 20-30 dollars alone. I want to try something local but all the ladies people recommend to me aren't English speaking. I want to drag a coworker along but no one is willing to sit and wait, it is a dreadful process but I'm going to suck it up and ask the ward clerk if she can come with me. I really want more blue.

It's kinda weird to say this but with MJ's passing, more than ever I don't want to so uptight or stress out so much. I try to be nicer. I try to be more honest. Plus I want to be surrounded by all the right people, considering MJ had none at the time of his death. I have been spending and talking to F more and more. He was the guy I met at the FB HT show last year and one of the best guys I ever got to date. We hang out, talk on the phone and it feels good. I was a loner and I loved being alone but now as I get older, it's just dreadful. Even just being alone in the house when my sisters aren't around makes me a little sad. I don't need people, I am far from clingy but it's just nice having someone around. He is not always around since he lives a bit far, but that's ok. I was never the type to want to see my bf every single day. (That is madness! My sister is like that. How does one do it?) It's just nice to have someone who doesn't judge my diagnosis, he is one of the only that I can talk to about it that isn't my Doctor. So yay? But we aren't dating, he knows I am interested in someone else. But says he is willing to wait. Normally I would run screaming but that is loyalty that I need at the moment?

Some pics of the casino trip. All off my phone. We just swam and hung out in the sun. I did gamble once, won 60.00 and got out and read the rest of the night. Yay. I'm so boring, but no one seemed to mind. The room and it's beds were nice and plushy. The TV selection sucked, but I never put in any real value in television. ( Read more... )

ETA: Jason keeps it real. RESPECT! POWER OF MJ!

Hello all. I haven't posted in a while. What have I been doing in my time since last posted? Listening to 21st Century Breakdown, of course. It isn't perfect, but I love it and I need about two to three tracks to grow on me. East Jesus Nowhere is the hottest jam on the disc. 21 Guns is ridic. Radio-single-people are going to love that one. I could go on, I don't want to do a review of sorts, I say, go buy the album! Sadly for some reason I can't over the fact that Know Your Enemy was the first single. What? Easily the weakest song of the album. Why do they do this? I should except this because they released Jesus of Suburbia as the last single for AI and JOS is perfection. Green Day or not, JOS was the best rock song I've heard in the last five years.

Why, yes. This is my life. I wouldn't have it any other way. A good record can keep me entertained for years. I still listen to AI (GD) daily, TBP (MCR) weekly and a copy of SU (SMAP) is always in my car. Anyone else have an album they can listen to endlessly like they've just heard it for the first time.

New photo! Started lifting weights again and couldn't even button this shirt a month ago, but after a month of weight lifting, it can be worn. I could care less about the lbs#, I just care about how I feel and I feel good. Pain is decent, it's manageable. I just want to feel the way I feel right now in August. I hope I don't fuck up and do something stupid at work and have to go back to the hospital. I haven't been to the Doctor in a good two weeks and I'm happy! It's almost like I'm normal. Sure I have the little moments where it acts up but.. I'm just happy it's manageable. Thankyouthankyou.

Epic secret is epic. I didn't make it, but I love it. So true. So true. My little sister is barely aware of Rogers and Hammerstein. (She's 15). I told her we need to start watching. Every year there is a theater in downtown San Jose that plays a few of their musicals on the big screen, that is when she will see it. She needs to get the full effect of their music. Carousel on the big screen! O_O. DEAD.