FINALLY updated girltype_365. I have been letting the pics pile up and never posted them. So I kinda posted at least three weeks worth all at once, the dates and pics match just I just edited them because I posted them all at once.

AND, let me tell you two things that occurred to me, yesterday and today. They are so random and lolz, that I will keep it real and tell you. First, I was doing my hair yesterday, with one hand the texture cream to try to control my super short spot the lady fucked up on and the other a bottle of this pricey hairspray (30.00 USD+) I bought. For some reason the nozzle would get covered with dry hairspray so it'd shoot out towards the mirror rather than my hair. Annoying, I was spraying it on my bangs and felt nothing so I open my eyes like a moron and watch my reflection to see if it was spraying. I tilt it a bit and I get a full on spray in my eye, with my other hand I go to wipe my eye because it was burning only to have the other hand with the texture cream on my fingertips. Oh joy. I'm shocked I didn't have the straighter on to burn myself! The second, today I went to the gym with my newly colored hair and the guy clocked me in and he asked if I was a sharks fan. I thought I misheard so I asked, "What? Come again?" and he pointed to my hair, "Sharks fan, it looks like the sharks fin." LOLZ. I look in the mirror to see my fringe looking like a mohawk. LOLZ-FOREVER. I'm still laughing at that remark. I should have told him yes, first Green Day fan and now Sharks fan.

Venue's got released. Been to them all before so it's all good. I glow. Watch me glow. I'm glowing!!. I swear, I can't even think anything else that makes me this happy. Well, besides G.

8/18 - San Jose, CA - HP Pavilion
8/21 - Las Vegas, NV - Mandalay
8/24 - Sacramento, CA - Arco Arena
8/25 - Los Angeles, CA - Forum

I'm mortified at how much I don't have left on my CC, what the hell did I spend it on? I need to pay it off ASAP by next week with this paycheck so I have funds buy my tickets. Only thing is I'm in charge of getting the hotel room for my friends birthday party in SF and we were only going to stay one night but now it's been switched to two. And then there's Mother's Day where I HAVE to get my mother a new sliding door, otherwise I will be shot. AND I have to pay to get more CEU's for work. Argh. And let's not talk about the hospital bills, I just finshed paying off EVERYTHING only to get another bill for a measy 110.83 for this random xray I took.

ETA: NKOTB fans are going rabid over Twisted and Helena match up. If you want to see a REAL match up, this is it. The mind will be blown.

Heh. I'm suchhhhhh a dork. Going to Sacramento tomorrow to see mah boys and then on Sunday the Dachshund Derby! I hope no drama will occur, because it's already starting and nothing has HAPPEN YET!.

WAIT FOR IT.

YES. 18 tracks! OMGGAGAGA!

Tracklisting for 21st Century Breakdown
01) 21st Century Breakdown
02) Know Your Enemy
03) ¡Viva La Gloria!
04) Before the Lobotomy
05) Christian's Inferno
06) Last Night on Earth
07) East Jesus Nowhere
08) Peacemaker
09) Last of the American Girls
10) Murder City
11) ¿Viva La Gloria?
12) Restless Heart Syndrome
13) Horseshoes and Handgrenades
14) Drama Queen
15) Static Age
16) 21 Guns
17) American Eulogy
18) See the Light

AVOIDING LEAKS. AVOIDDDDDDING. Monday will be my FIRST real listen. Eep. Why is no one of my friends list gushing? Why do I feel so alone? WHY?WHY?WHY?

Saw the Watchmen last night. Watchmen + Imax = LOVE. I love imax theaters, it's so crystal clear that I don't need to wear my glasses! But what I love more is the imax trailers. It was a packed house, and they had us vote how which movie should be shown next at this imax theater. I voted for Star Trek, but everyone else wanted Transformers. HP trailer in IMAX is soooooo good. I read Watchmen back in grade school thanks to my old bff John Nguyen who introduced me to the Neo Geo, Jim Lee and everything else that made us outcasts at school. I don't recall much except that the Comedian was crazy-awesome and even in the movie, was crazy-awesome with no shame. The things he did made me cringe. The best thing about the film was the opening sequence. I loved the OP. Hated the entire soundtrack. I'd go see it again, The Comedian and Ozymandias are my favorites. I could do without the female. Oh yeah, I think I'm getting old because at almost three hours, I sure could have used an intermission to walk around, it was very hard to sit that long.

My coworkers brother was missing for eight days so we were all involved with looking and making flyers and calling around and getting his pic on the news. They found his body on friday, it was a very somber day. I haven't seen her since, she hasn't been answering our calls, so we'll just let her be and wait till she's ready. I feel horrible, I would drop dead if one of my sisters was missing.

This is the best news I've read in a long time! OMG. I hate that kid and the new characters they introduced in HSM. I have no need for a HSM4 and they SHOULD end it, but we know how these things go. They bring in the $$$$$$$$$$, but it'd be interesting if they focus on the rival school. I could see that maybe-working but no where near as great as the original. I can't wait to go to disney in a few months and see the Parade see all the merch for HSM3. I hope they have good stuff. I hope to get in a tattoo as well, I have easily 700.00 on the side for just that. Just been waiting and researching and just wondering when they hell I'll make the effort to get one. I have money, ideas, just need the right person.

I might take an overnight trip in Richmond on Tuesday. I'd love to get away and just rest. The issue is I don't have the day off. I could get it off, but I just hate asking when I'm on modified duty, my work is good, they want me to heal and rest and get my pain managed but I don't want to push my luck. I did show up to work an hour late yesterday. That was the second time I've been late in SIX years. The first time I was late by two minutes. This was a whole hour. And no, not because of the time change, I just didn't wake up on time. I do have next weekend off and my goal is to buy a new purse and a bathing suit for the gym. I would have done it today, but eh. I HATE going on on the weekends, I like doing my shopping on the weekends, but if I have next weekend off I can be the first one at the door and out by noon. This is my plan.

I think I'll update my ipod now.

Wow. I'm the type of person that loves to go shopping on a Tuesday morning when the world is at work. I almost never get the weekends off but when I do I usually get roped into going out with someone and I dread it because it'd be filled with teenagers and people with strollers. I went to the 'Great Mall' and it wasn't so great on Friday night. I did get my soup fix at the food court where to THIS day (I don't go to the great mall to often) the lady who makes the soup knows me by my hair. She doesn't know my name and I don't know her's but she always comments my hair and this time she snorted "blue. but bald." I was taken back and the woman taunted me "baaaaaaaaaalllllld~~~~" Damn. She's on to me. I probably lost six inches since I've seen her. So I couldn't argue. I sulk and ate my soup and had my friends make fun of how all my friends are old people. I'm down with the 50 year old Korean who makes my soup, she keeps it real.

We went to Dave and Busters, a few of them haven't been there and scoffed at the idea that you really DO need your id to get in the door, so that had to go back to their car to get their ids. I didn't know if you arrive really late they charge at the door. I wouldn't pay to go there. The food is horrrrrrrrrible and the games are so-so. We had milkshakes and I won two plushies. They must have moved the Mario Kart game because I couldn't find it.



I kept texting my ex that night, so everyone saw my wallpaper and wanted to know why I had Christina Aguilera for my wallpaper! FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIL. (above image is similar to my wallpaper) so it was ultra fail. How could the gorgeous Gaga be compared to THAT. Again, I sulk. We did shop around the mall and I picked up a few more a7x shirts. I think I'm up to 52 shirts. Comes no where near as close as some of my other band merch collections. There is always this running joke that I would turn down What Not to wear and their creditcard because I could never bear to throw away my band shirts. Too many years, too many tours, too many auctions, fighting, swapping and everything else to not have them in my lives. Again, I take all the wrong shit too seriously.

I started to clean out my room and donated a TON of stuff to my workplace to my peeps. Earrings, headbands, gloves, sunglasses (I srly had 41 pairs of sunglasses in my room. How sad.) and just a ton of stuff that was never touched. I had palettes that I never touched and gave them to a coworker that loves to do makeup on the residents. So I know it's in good hands. My residents will be wearing NARS and Urban Decay. LOLZ. I did go to another mall today and bought two more palettes at Sephora because they were on sale. I hate half the colors but the golds and whites look SOOOOOOOOOOO good. I did buy a new makeup case and attempted to work up the nerve to ask about some brushes but it didn't happen. Next time. We had lunch at the Cheesecake factory today and not only did we get a booth in no wait, but the lady was on all it acting like we were bffs. That almost never happens. I never get this kind of luck.

Annnnnnnnnnd some pics of random ( Read more... )

I also made some crappy nkotb icons go look and laugh.

EDIT: Who else (and don't LIE) was bidding on THAT nkotb lot. Don't play. Be real. I was just wondering, I hope one of you got it and not some random sock puppet account with no feedback was just jacking up the price and got stuck with it because we all had the shame to stop at around 200.00 I didn't have enough in my paypal to keep going. Ahahaha. on really, I wonder who won.

Ahaha. THE NKOTB click-click-click pose in Mexico is crazy-good. I really haven't seen any great footage to come out, but it's only been a few days, so I guess I'll have to sit tight and wait. Donnie in a sombrero. And Joey wore a wrestling mask during Step by Step. So flawless. Can't wait for next year. The bidding for the track jacket continues to grow and I stop bid at 210.00 and I'll wait a few days before I bid highter. Argh, the one thing I want and everyone else wants it. I bought a whole bunch of nkotb dvds coming my way, so there should be a marathon of sorts soon. It'd be funny to see them on the big screen.

My parents are gearing for the holiday's by buying for themselves, first it was the new dishwasher, than the tires for the their cars and now a new washer machine. I wonder why else is going to get dropped off in their driveway. We are actually going to have a pretty tame xmas this year, which means less family is coming around, so it'd be more kick-back. I'm looking forward to it, because I got xmas off but have to go back in the day after, but have the xmas-weekend off. Weird, right? But I can't push my luck, they did give me xmas off last year. (Two years in a row, who gets THAT lucky.) Also to those who have family in convalescent homes, from someone who's entire career has been in acute care. I would like to say sorry. When abuse like this comes out in the media, everyone turns eyes on the rest of us who work in acute care and assume we are all like this. We already had people come and just vent and get all their frustration out at us in our facility. I sometimes run into people in town who know where I work since I stand out (or at least did) with my pink hair and talk about the rumors they hear about our facility. It's so aggravating and discouraging but I can assure you not all homes and facilities are like this.


Ok, I feel better now.

^_^ So tomorrow I will getting to see Lady Gaga again! I can't get enough, I need to meet this woman before the year is up. After that, I will probably attend that Puma Party to see her again on Tuesday. Can't get enough Gaga! The Fame has been so much fun and has been nonstop played on my ipod since late July. I just wish she had better merch, her stuff is kinda lame and ugly. I was expecting better pieces from her! Gaga, I have money and want to blow it on you! Can't you understand this?

Yesterday was a great day, snuck out of work early, went off to the mall in hopes of finding something to wear for the xmas party, the mall was dead with me not actually buying anything expect for new Sephora stuff and the black nail polish of my dreams! But the chessecake factory was at the top of their game with awesome food and after running around and realizing it was late and we would miss Best Buy and get our Sixx AM fix, we had a lousy dinner at Sonics where we laughed about how lame it is. We did make it to best buy but they didn't have the Sixx Am live ep, so we went home and got on itunes and nothing. So I was denied in more ways than you should know, so we called it a night and waited till next time.

Xmas party is coming up, everyone is actually NOT getting along at work with the two new 'hot' (it's not true, they are SOOOOOOOOOOOOO lame) guys we hired. Basically everyone is talking shit, and I'm the one that gets called out for talking shit, which makes no sense, because all the shit I said, it was true and I said it to her face, so when I called her on it, she backed away all embarrassed. We are all suppose to sit together at one big table and half of them swear they are going to start drinking before the party and so I just hope in the next week everyone calms down and acts normal again, because this will be one awkward xmas party.

Someone should tell me to back away from online shopping. I bought 15 more pieces of clothing in hopes of trying to figure out what to wear for my birthday. Let's just hope it actually ships in time for me to choose from. I was so temped to get this but I want to buy it in person first. And I vowed to buy this after I finish my xmas shopping. It is a little overpriced, if it was under 300.00 USD, I'd get two.

clos_vf came over the other day to hang out. He sang bad 80's songs. Every song he knew, I didn't and vice versa. He then told me who dies on Gossip Girl and I was mortified. I try SO hard to avoid spoilers, which means missing all those great pic spams on ONTD. My sister had no idea someone was even going to die and demanded that I tell her and when I did she said "Oh good, I don't even care about ___." All I'm saying is that Nate and Vanessa should die, I loathe those two. Dan pisses me off SO much that I adore him, him and Blair, why can't it happen? It should be all kinds of wrong.

Currently been listening to A little Piece of Heaven ripped from Avenged Sevenfold's DVD. I love that song, it's so dark, dreadful and brutally honest. So romantic. I'm sucker for these things. LISTEN TO THE LIVE VERSION if you do nothing else. DO IT! And if you want the track off the actual cd here it is for you.

The Hospital's xmas party is coming up, it's located at this pretty golf place on a hill which is filled with ZOMBIE DEERS. These deers stalk you as you drive up the hill, last year we counted at least 12 tailgaiting me. YES, the deers even tailgate me. Last year and the year before and the year BEFORE was free which is awesome because you can choose anything you want to eat, last year I got a 120.00 meal all for free! But the catch is you can't take any home. So I ignored my meat and ate all my stuffing and I believe everyone else's stuffing. But this year everyone is throwing a shitfit because you have to pay this year to get it and with the way everyone was running down the halls crying about it, I thought I would have to pay 120.00 to get me in the door. (The stuffing be worth it, yo.) But the pricetag is 5.00 USD. Yeah. My coworkers are lame.

So I'm back at work, this was my 2nd day. The first day was HORRIBLE, with two hours of sleep, I was a zombie, except I felt PAIN all during my shift! I got off work and crashed and slept causing me to not be able to sleep at all during the night and today I was drained, but the pain wasn't as bad. I have to work this weekend while my whole family goes off to Sixflags for my Mom's workplace, no lines, everything is free. They did this last year I didn't get to go because of work. *sulk*

My sister and I have crazy plans for the NKOTB show, but that is for another post. ANOTHER POST. It's just too LOLZ. She is really looking forward to this. We have crazy ideas. She took a peek at the setlist and is currently stressing/flippin' out.

And now, I leave you with this:



I GOT IT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD FOR THE ZV. (I'm so embarassed.)

I finally make my way to Arirang's on Halloween night, so the place was dead, it wasn't until we were leaving that there was another couple in another room, (we'll get to that later!) so there was no wait, we paid 60.00 for two hours for three people. It's kinda pricey but I think the fun you get out of it, makes it worth it.

The room was cuuuuuuuute with little sofa's and a disco ball. I included some pics of what the gear looks like, and there is this massive remote that looks difficult to use, but it was really easy, you punch in the numbers and hit start; when the song starts the light automatically dim and the disco ball starts rolling. It's really crazy-awesome and the music is SOOOOOOOOOOO loud that no one should be nervous. Right before the last few songs, we could hear another couple next door singing. This Korean dude just wailing. If we can hear him, can he hear US? So maybe the rooms aren't soundproof?

The song selection is kinda hit and miss, there is TONS of jpop and kpop but none is in romanji, so no SMAP for me. There is a huge selection of english stuff, even some stuff on the radio like Katy Perry, Fall Out Boy and 50 cent. (WHAT? I know!) But there are the 80's/70's staples ilke Bon Jovi and stuff, they even had MCR! They also had showtunes, tons of movie OST stuff and video game theme songs. I did NKOTB songs, Bon Jovi, filler Green Day songs (was very pleased with their GD selection b-sides and filler tracks but no singles? SCORE!) and I did the MCR they had. My friends did ballads, a epic piece from Phantom of the Opera, a FF8 song, 80's music and more ballads. Ahahaha. I would come back in a heartbeat, but it's best to get people to go with you so you can break up the cost.

There is also a really big 'bonus' at the end of your session, I don't want to ruin it for you, I knew it was coming, but didn't tell my friends, so basically they got to take home a really kick ass birthday gift. Which they should burn!! So this year Halloween ruled. It was nice to get out of the house, I was stuck indoors for over 9 days due to me bad leg, but with vicodin and NKOTB blarring I hung in there!

Oh yeah! Alot of the songs were either midi-style, but the Malice Mizer that they did have was eerily well done and sounded like a cd rip.. I don't think any of us were up to the challenge of attempting Gackt's vocals.

NKOTB IN LESS THAN 26 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BE JEALOUS. OH GAWD, my birthday is in less than 27 days!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO

Been working like crazy, picked up lots of overtime because of the LA trip for my birthday. So basically sleep-work-gym-reading-music-sleep. I don't tend to weigh myself or measure myself, but I did go down a pant size. I really don't care how I look, it's just how I feel. I have haters at work who just HATE because they aren't losing. When I leave for lunch, I usually go home and stare at the TV or ONTD and then come back, they always ask, "So what did you eat for lunch?" and it's like. Really? REALLY? Annoying. We are having the co-worker-party tomorrow and we'll see how that goes. I'm excited for the NKOTB karaoke.

Went to another seminar for work and it's another three hours under my belt. I managed to call around and dig up some proof for a sixteen hour one that I attended last year, so this month alone, 3+3+3+1+16= alot. Still not done, I think I need eight hours to go. I have been so bummed about halloween, our theme this year is DISCO and I have no interest in it and the whole "OMG, you could have an afro, that would be SO COOL. PURPLE AFRO!" Gets old, fast. Why do people look down on the afro? I had an afro before, they think I'd be all offended they would suggest and I just tell them I worked one before. I notice when the Holiday's come up, people become more miserable and take it out on anyone they can.

My younger sister was never really introduced to NKOTB, she was aware but she really knew nothing about it, but she was asking about it, since she'll be going with me to the 11/26 show and I showed her some stuff, and she is totally in love with his stage presence and the falsetto notes he hits in the songs. I swear up and down that he still manages to hit the right notes these days live. She is shocked none of them had an real scandals and is pleased that they showcase alot of minorities in their videos. Did I mention their song Didn't I blow your Mind? one of their greatest songs. Ahaha. Jordan's high notes, Joey breaking it down at the end, you hear almost nothing of Danny. Classic. I could listen to that song all the time, it's up there with This is How I disappear and Seize the Day two songs that I could listen to for the rest of my liiiiiiiiiiiiife.

Did I mention music elitists suck. I can't believe I was seeing one, so glad that's over and done with. Call me stupid, but I'd pick music and my dignity over any man. Unless it was G. Just Kidding. But really, it's so much better that we are friends, he's my best buddy.

And now I leave you with Gaga looking fierce. Can't wait to see her in NOV.



EDIT: Just called in to see if I have to go in for Jury Duty and damn, I have to go on tuesday!

My uncle came over last night, we watched the Spanish horror movie, [REC] which lived up to the hype, the ending was just creepy. After that he busted out Rockband and there is this Fleetwood Mac song on there that had me screaming. I think it's called "Don't Go My Way" or maybe "If you don't go my way." But anyway, I was telling him at work when this comes on the radio, te entire workplace will stop what they are doing to sing this song, there is also this annoying part in the chrous with a guy singing in the background and someone in the building just HAS to do that part when it comes up. Even the residents are like, "WE LOVE THIS SONG!!" No one believed me, but next time it occurs I will attempt to record it without breaking too many laws, but it's one of the oddest things to occur at my work when EVERYONE has to sing this song, even the annoying part in the background during the chorus.

Eariler yesterday, I was in the car with my cousin and his parents and we were in the backseat and I was watching him try to take this safe lock off this spray bottle and me being stupid didn't realize, SAFE LOCK = BAD, so he sprays pepper spray all over us and the backseat, it was a total freak out. I have never been sprayed with pepper spray before, actually it wasn't even pepper spray it was BEAR SPRAY. Yup, they aren't from around here. So that was an experience!!

I finally bought the new a7x dvd last weekend, but haven't watched it yet. Hopefully today is that day!

Myheartisgoingtoburst. OMG. Goro. Goro~~!! And Tsuyoshi is looking awesome. Shingo, why so serious? Nakai is ever the pimp and I don't need to comment on Takuya, you'll all be doing that for me anyway. But Goro! Aaaaiii. Plus Megumi from CS says she'll pick up the whole tour merch line for me. Shipping is going to cost me an arm and a leg, but it'd be worth it! PLZ SMAP. Black, white and red is classic, but your concert merch must be LOUD AND COLORFUL AND OBNOXIOUS. PLZZZZZZZZ. Also, the merch list came out and looks like SMAP is going to be selling BOOTS? And sandles? What the hell? To buy everything it'd come out to a little over 400.00 USD. Plus shipping? Oh SMAP. Why you do this to me?


In other news....

I have not written in over a week! I have been uber busy with work. I'll try to break it all down for you. First with work, we had two residents pass away, opted not to go to either funeral. Pulled some 12 hour shifts due to lack of charting. I have an annoying lady in the office on my back about lack of charting and how 'july sucked'. ~_~;; We went under survey and had a lady followed my entire routine, everything from report, to med pass, to charting and she listened in to every phone call I made. It was horrible. It was the longest day ever. We called the cops over because a resident was being 5150. AND a coworker has a stalker of some sort who carries a gun and somehow he got into the building and looked around for her and we had the cops come over, AGAIN. Basically everyone in our town hates my place of work because they are always under the crazy impression that the cops are here taking US away, when it's everyone else that has the issues.

One of my coworkers is having a birthday coming up, so we are all going to a strip club to see what will happen. I have only been to a strip club once and it was so packed and all the 'talent' was busy, so we ended up just watching everything. So what the hell is Strip Club etiquette? Halloween is coming up, so I threw up a paper so that everyone can write their theme/ideas down and so far we have SOME BAD ONES. "Filipino for a day" and "animal planet" just what the hell do these mean? I can't even think of some stereotypes of a Filipino. Now mind you, the majority of the people who make up the staff is Filipino. But still. How wrong is that?

Racquetball is fun and I love going and love to talk to people, but one coworker who I try to drag to these things just refuses to go and instead will only go if we hang out on the guy's side of the gym and my friend is super annoyed that all the guys talk to me, rather than her. My friend goes into the gym wearing jewelry, open toe shoes and makeup. I wear bandshirts and it's the one thing that guys come up to talk about. They usually assume I don't know the band outside their singles, but I'm the type of fan that's all about the b-sides, so yeah. They catch on quick that I can back up what I can wear. They are cool to talk to, but my coworker goes about it all wrong. If you are going to treat every guy as a potential boyfriend and act all clingy the minute they show interest you aren't going to get anywhere. Plus this bitch has the nerve to tell all my coworkers today that I'm the one that's clingy to these guys. WTH. This is why it's so damn hard to be friends with girls, they always have these secret feelings deep down that's it's all a competition. *sigh* That and when I realize my female friends are this way, I have that misery feelings of not having Gwendy. She was so good to me, no competition and no front, it was all love from her.

Been watching HOUSE and it's really GOOD. The office politics, the cast of characters and the clinic side stories are so REAL. Plus it doesn't hurt that one of the guys on the show is major eyecandy and one of the older ladies on the show is kick ass. Getting started on season two.

A month ago I was back on wellbutrin and I doubled my dosage and I feel really-good. On the pain front I feel like my pain has been cut in half. I told myself if it went back to level where I could managed and not have it effect my daily life and work, that I would never talk about it again. So, I don't want to talk anymore, or at LEAST not as much. The happiness I feel to have a bit of my life back again is amazing. Also, I realize when you talk about your pain or whenever I talked about my eye and it's lesions. Again, this is talking not complaining, I deal with what I have, but I notice when people realize you have an issue they avoid you or have no use for you.

Blah, too long of an entry. Don't let me go that long without writing. I still have to write about an incredibly awkward JE meetup, the music I have been listening to and some pics I took the other day. Another entry, another time.