When I had time off I was watching a ton of Vh1 reality shows and Daisy of Love is so ridic and addictive. First it has my first real reality tv love, 12pack but then it introduced me to Dope's bass player who goes by (sadly) the nickname Sinister on the tv show. But holy hell, that guy is attractive that it's madness. I watched all the episodes and he is just so dlfgkjglkmdkgllssgs, AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. So cute. So hot. So funny. I thought his hair was a wig for the longest time. It's SO black, it had to be fake, but he tied it back in one episode and .... BLOW AWAY. Plus he's 5'5. WIN.

Green Day is just pumping out the videos quick. The preview for 21 Guns is kinda meh. Not too happy this is the next single, because really, I could think of others that should be singles. But me thinks they are aiming for another Blvd. Think it'd happen? No. But I could be wrong. In the preview of the video there is JASON! OMG! Finally, I see one of the Jason's getting screen time! FINALLY.

Finally booked my flight and hotel to LA for the last Green Day show. I just doubled check and there is only one date on ticketmaster and not two. Last show for the first leg of the US tour. Aww. It will be exciting times. I need to start looking around for a good digital camera to buy. Something better than the Canon and the Nikon. Help? I want at least 10 MP.

Reading a biography on Shahrukh Khan. It's very funny, poorly written (which saddens me, because he is a stud!) but I don't see to many books on Bollywood that don't focus on Aishwarya.

I should go to sleep. I have to work tomorrow and go to the gym. My friend Mina dragged me into her crazy world the other day and we got 12 weeks to do something. Fail? y/n? We will see.

Maybe I'm just lame, but at Sephora does anyone else cringe at the names NARS calls it's blush products? Girls say it makes them feel edgy and tough and I laugh because it makes me feel like a dick and a sellout. But I will swear by their latest twist on NARS infamous blush, the original is to DIE FOR, but the new one has such long lasting power.

Went and saw Role Model the other night. Easily the funniest movie I've seen in a long time. Realistic dialog, it's nice to see a portrayal of a middle-aged man unhappy with his career. Too many times in films I see the middle-aged man unhappy with the wife or his sex life, but finally, career. Gods, I shamelessly caught stuff in there I've said before in real life. We also went shopping for this bag but couldn't find it. Instead I bought six books based on India and the lady who rung me up, looked at the books and glared at me, "ARE YOU JUDGING US!?!?!? WHY WOULD YOU READ THIS!?!?!!???" .... Always treated like a criminal, even when it comes to reading.

So in December I'm probably going to this. Just waiting for some people to confirm. While Cyndi is kick ass, I'm going more or less for the opening act. Of course it's 21 and over, so I have to leave my partner in crime at home. Emily, again this time you are 6 YEARS TOO LATE!

Backstreet Boys - The Call


My sister and I were re-watching BSB videos and did anyone ever recall just how twisted (and kinda lame) the video was? My favorite part was when Nick gets to the hotel and it's dead, no staff, no residents, NOTHING and he bangs on the door to get Howie and Howie's like "Bitch, plz! U CRAZY" and they stalk out of the hotel and it's back to life with people and then Howie is really the crazy-stalker girl who jumps out of the car, rolls in the street and leaves to Nick to face a head on collison. I think the ending killed it with all the girls, I hate the whole "Girls stick together, We hate men!" thing. Out of a group of women, I bet you, 80% of them are going to be push overs, 19% of them is going to really hate men and dig women and then that leaves 1% left who hates everyone. Ahahaha.

One of these days, I need to SIT and tag everthing. My tag system is a joke!

There is nothing more aggravating than having the person you like, read to you their favorite novel. Seriously? What the hell? Is this what men think is romantic, because I'm ready to cut a bitch.

I thankfully have a day off. So with a bottle of 40 vol. developer in hand, I will mess around with my hair. So I guess I should take a before and after picture. It could either be massive fail, massive win, or massive the-color-really-didnt-come-out-what-a-waste-of-time. I'm really waiting for one of my friends to get back to me, because she gave me permission to do a section of her hair, and I'd love to practice some more. I have done myself, three coworkers, two girls that were friends of a friend.

Oh a whim I decided to try the pain meds. Figure a horrible stomach ache is much better than a leg that is keeping me up at night, if it goes well, when I go back to the clinic I'm going to demand all kinds of this stuff. I would really live to have the allusion of being pain-free during nkotb-disneyland-birthday-time. Really, the whole pain thing is becoming more of a joke. I wonder why people who have chronic pain and deal with it the majority of their lives aren't more angry at the world. Instead their depressed and want to just end it all. The hell with that, I want to live forever and give everyone hell while I'm at it! I overheard a bitch in line complaining that her leg hurt. I turned over to look at her and saw this leggy blonde with heels. I asked her about her pain and she just mumbled "Oh it's HORRIBLE, it's as BAD as a headache!!" .... Jesus She doesn't know how good she has it. I'd kill for a migraine everyday instead of this pain. It's also putting a major dent in my (former) relationship, we made a futile attempt to be intimate and I had to call it quits after ten minutes of staring at the ceiling thinking about which resident at my work has similar issues as myself. Good god, I'm comparing myself as one of the old folks all the while I have a hot guy taking off his pants. Ultimate fail on my part.

In other news, my family went to Sixflags and my sister wanted to show you all what was in the girls restroom. She's a big freak on the whole SH games. She also wanted to share with you the tools at the park. Just LOOK at those outfits. My sister looks waaaaaaay to happy here. I love it. It should be a part of our xmas card this year. They also showed off their bracelets where they had unlimited soda in the park. My Mom wanted to cry at this greatness stowed upon her, not the fact that her workplace had someone come get her and drive them all down to Vallejo, not the fact that everything was paid for and she had to wait in no lines, but she was most excited for the free unlimited soda.

Is the Twilight people making the cast UGLY on purpose? How the hell do you from THIS in the movie to THIS in real life. Really. The hell?

Now I'm going to go watch Charm School. That show just makes my week. It's lolz-shameless and Heather is smokin' hot.