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22nd-Jul-2008 09:12 pm - WHUT.
zacky: dream outfit by awwh_shame
oh hell no. get this away from me. if there's one thing i loathe about japanese music and fandom and their fans is that they feel so restricted to NOT act out while at a concert. there is this constant need of similarity and routine. this makes me sad.

but srly. 0:17-0:21 made me and the bf LOL. he is now doing this as i type. i won't get any sleep tonight. oh well. this makes me feel better lovebug was one of the best thing about those jonas shows.

Hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get bit
By this lovebug again

aug 12th needs to get here. NOW

edit: REAL close to winning a harvey dent button ebay. *WISHMELUCK*
21st-Jul-2008 05:47 pm - i need a new playlist.
zacky: black shirt by butimthezero
My first day back at work and I have been bombarded by the residents and had no time to really talk to or check in on anyone since two people didn't show up to work. So I had my hands full with paperwork and everything else. The boyfriend came over and we attempted to go out to lunch but the place we went to, insisted on them not having bread for their sandwiches and when we pressed the issue they said it was "our fault that we came too late." I'm going to get on yelp and write about it. Major attitude and they walked us out the door as if we were criminals. We're both just straight edge kids who work in health care. Criminals we are far from, we feel too guilty and hate to face any confrontation. We are lame like this, unless we already hate the person or politics then we both become passive aggressive. Again, unhealthy traits. But whatever. So I just sat in my car and held his hand till I got pulled back on the floor. He loved my haircut and when I told him I did it myself he didn't believe me. I took a risk a cut quite a bit. I got in a whole two hours of overtime due to the madness. He did go to bookgoround and found me another Pearl S. Buck book. I have 8 more titles to go before I own all of her written work. I can't wait for that day. Some of you say, go on ebay and buy from there, but that'd be to easy. I have been collecting since the age of six. I like to stumble upon them on a whim or have people and many have give me titles of her work. I have numerous copies of many of her titles. So if any of you people love me, give me one of her books. Help me finish my collection.

Um, anyway. My hair as taken the final beating from the last month and it has now started to break off, and while I can't repair the damage that's been done with the bleaching and the pink, I have started to look around and invested in a handful of different deep conditioners and the best one that I have used that has given me the feel and the look of when my hair wasn't beaten is L Oreal's Natures Therapy Mega Moisture Nurturing Creme it was easily the most reasonable and that's what shocked me the most at all around 18.00 for 16oz. It didn't leave my hair feeling heavy or greasy and it didn't smell like chemicals like some of the other stuff did. I deep condition every sunday, so this stuff is going to last me, since it takes less than a full table spoon full to use.

My quest for a Harvey Dent button, continues....
20th-Jul-2008 05:41 pm - me thinks i need a "i believe in harvey dent" button now.
greenday: billie joe doesnt like you by
uh. guys. it was ALL about harvey dent. (no lie.) epic, crazy and packed. i would go see it again. i would. [info]clos_vf and i laughed through the scary bits, not because it was funny, but because it was THAT scary. now someone needs to tell me where i can get a nice button. i seem them in RL.... spoiler omg. so hawt.

i swear, jonas review and pics and video, SOON. i need to get on it!
ps - i go back to work tomorrow after having a week off. (sad!)
18th-Jul-2008 07:05 pm - Fly on the Wall.
a7x: lyrics 2 by rory_tutorgirl
I'm back! and still no review!. Got back around 3 this morning. Uploaded some pics on myspace and video on youtube. Still haven't written down anything except bits and pieces. This is easily going to take all week, but I may just do a list of things that went down. I easily drove 1400 miles the last 3 days. I didn't pay for parking at all three venues (that IS amazing) and visited at least 11 cities I have never been to. Stayed in a shitty hotel where all my stuff smells like smoke, but they let me check in four hours early. Listening to Miley's new album holy hell, it comes out NEXT week. It's good, Fly on the Wall is addictive. But she did a cover of a song I HATE. At the Jonas show, saw people with Jonas!Tattoo's. Wow. This weekend, before I get back to work I have massive cleaning to do and need to make time for Mama Mia and The Dark Knight.
15th-Jul-2008 11:15 am - Pushin' me away is EPIC.
greenday: lyric to end all lyrics by pel



So Pushin' me away was released on itunes, last night. I bought it, and loved it. Finally a SOLID track that I adore from first listen from the new album. It's on the setlist, so this should be great. Wish me luck. Expect a review either tonight or first thing in the morning before we head off to the next show.~
14th-Jul-2008 12:01 am - It's comedy and tragedy.
greenday: best smile ever by beatupcar
YES! I'm finally off from work for the week! Today was the longest day, EVER at work. I told the residents I would back in a week and I had a few of them swear I always take a vacation. WTH? This pay check had 96 hours and the last one had 102 hours. I basically LIVE at work. It's good that I'm going to have these seven days off. My plan was to get all the errands I need to do before leaving for the Jonas!Roadtrip, like cleaning the bathroom, cleaning my room and throwing out a whole lotta stuff and washing the car, but I did none, but sleep, talk on the phone and listen to more Motley Crue. Argh. By the time I stepped out of my room it was 9pm. So I plan on either staying up real late and getting it done or waking up early to do what I need to do.

OMG. Jonas Brothers in less than two days! (Today/Tonight doesn't count, so what is it? One day to go?) I have so much stuff to do. I barely booked a hotel room for the Sacramento show. Lots of SAC hotel were sold out, and there is nothing in this Wheatland where the venue is, so we are staying in Yuba City. Never been there, never even heard of it, but it was one of the few that had rooms. I have a GPS, that I got for my Dad, he says I can use it, but I just went to google!maps and printed out 34242 pages of directions. I really hope the merch doesn't fail. The setlist, I have avoided but took a peek and I'm so sad that they aren't playing Australia. I had to break it to my sisters that it wasn't being played. I'm kinda upset because I didn't pay to hear Camp Rock songs, I paid to hear Jonas Brother songs. I heard security is all kinds insane and I really hope I get a camera in. I still have no idea what the hell I'm wearing. I'm hoping to re-pink again for the week since I went swimming a few days back. I was planning on doing it today, but sleep and the phone got the best of me.

Before I go any further, me and the bf are back on. ~_~; Only he swore up and down not to mention any of that love stuff. It totally creeps me out. I mean I didn't think we were at THAT level yet. I can't handle that, it's so bizarre. I mean we talked about everything but there was no real urge to rush anything. I just like being with him and I think that's good enough for now. He's older than me, so maybe had other ideas? I didn't think we were exclusive. I did tell him he was guy #14 to say it, but from my perspective guy #7 to MEAN it. I was telling the truth and yet hoping to scare him, but he says he wants to guy #15, 16, 27, 88, and 101. And I told him he already failed because he brought it up. He's awesome, great and massive fun and I wish I bought him to my coworkers monthly parties that we do.

Coworker threw the monthly party, she moved into the same town as the majority of us, which is awesome because before we went out of our way about an hour to her house, so this time she was mere minutes from me. Pretty much the AM crew showed up, and there was massive food, massive pool to swim in and the majority of the people were drinking. I can handle watching the epic fail, but this was EPIC FAIL. A mother/daughter trio work with us, the mother in the other building, the daughter with us. The daughter told her mother she wanted to move out at the end of the year, the mother can't handle that, and so to prevent her from leaving, is holding her dog hostage (the dog showed up the party). Anyway, The mother was drunk and kept wailing about god and how NO ONE loves you, expect for dogs and granddaughters. Oh god. She latched on to anyone and cried and kept swearing to us that everyone will use you, leave you but your dog. ~_~;;;; I made a comment as to how my dog doesn't like me as much as he use to, so it isn't true, and she threw her dog at me. WTF. The dog weights like 3 lbs. The daughter has a fit, the Mother is now sitting on another coworkers boyfriends lap and while this going on, two other coworkers are doing karaoke FULL blast and massive headache. So after they leave, everyone sits and tries out the karaoke. I love doing that stuff, if I know the words. If I don't, I suck. So I did in order:

#1. Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody (Yes, let's pick the hardest song ever, to do for the first try.) #2. New Kids on the Block - Step by Step (So freakin' easy.), #3. Micheal Jackson's Thriller (Everyone was spazzing at how diff. the lyrics are to what they THINK they are.) #4. Queen - I was Born to love you (OMG, best Queen song, ever.) I also did a duet of A whole new World because everyone in the room was like "YOU LIKE DISNEY AND YOU GOTTA BE THE DUDE. Argh. My coworkers were so wasted that when ever there is a break in the song with no lyrics, the ad from where the machine was bought would show up, so everyone would sing that part and swear it was part of the song. It was http://www.english-tech.com I went on google to see if it existed, but nothing shows up. No one really knew how to say "http://" they just went straight to blahlblahblah DOT COM!!

Besides all that, manged to read The Memory's Keepers Daughter in a few hours and that was the most over hyped piece of trash I have read. Oh hell, everyone was swearing by this book all last two years and I avoided but got bored and picked it up. Avoid it guys, maybe if you never worked in the health industry this may be shocking to you. But otherwise, skip it.
12th-Jul-2008 08:49 pm - girltype is seeing the Jonas Brothers on the 15th, 16th and 17th!
greenday: best smile ever by beatupcar
Trying to get through work these past few days have been MURDER. Time seems to go so slowly, and I'm either way to rushed or bored stiff with paperwork. There is no in between. It's murder. Plus there is new policy at work to play 'age appropriate' music at work. And since the residents are up in the 90's, it's mostly big band or country. And that WOULD be cool, but every day, every hour. Damn. It's a drag. I miss playing 80's metal glam with a whole lotta Micheal Jackson throw in for good measure. Just last week, we played three Queen albums and I got away with it.
5th-Jul-2008 11:52 am - I need new icons. I really do.
sixx: vanity hair by noidea_icons
Look at how bright the sides are!! I'm pleased and it's not perfect since I did it myself, but it's sooooooo much better than what it was. I'm telling you, it was red and brown before. I think maybe the pool was killing my hair, since my color has never faded/bleed that much before. I went to Sally's and picked up goods, since everything in my city was closed yesterday. Used 30 vol and left it in for close to an hour. That's the longest I left it in. No burning or pain, but I did wash and let it rest for this morning. Woke up around 7AM and started to color it, took about a whole hour, since I retouched the bottom layer for fun. Washed it and watched my tub turn BRIGHT pink. (I always fear it's going to stain the tub.) And now, YAY. When I get three weeks off in August. I'm SO temped to do the whole head. My work is fine with the pink but I don't know if I'm going to push my luck with the whole head. There is a rumor that there is a another Nurse in the main hospital who has blue hair, but I've never seen her and I looked around.

Today is my day off and I have YET to watch The Black Parade is Dead!. I'm going to paint my nails with the new opi colors and then get to it. ALKFLSFKSL. I have listen to the live album in full and SLEEP just made me bawl. G really hit it hard on that track. Now onto photos!

---> misc photos I have on my phone. Read more... )


Remind me to get new icons and to update my tags.
4th-Jul-2008 07:09 pm
shadows: wow who knew by the_bullets_fly
My Dad and I had a really great day today. After work, we hanged out, went shopping and out to lunch. He told me a secret, I told him a secret and we both laugh at how LAMMMMMMMMME and TAMMMMMMMEEEEEE our secrets are, but still, it's a secret. He's awesome and cool and we listen to Sublime on the way home and we both knew all the words.

I finally got The Black Parade is Dead! in the mail two days back. I got Bob's mask. I'm not thrilled, but it's better than Mikey's. I haven't watch it yet and barely getting the live music put on my ipod, I totally lack the time these days. But tonight, I will watch and get back to you on it. Yesterday, I went and experienced Warhammer and the crazies at Gameshop (???). O_o;;; After that, there was a massive Rockband Battle and some Puzzle Fighter action. Plus my Uncle NEVER calls a woman ugly, but he did call this ONE girl ugly and it was amusing, because I hated that bitch and he wasn't aware of how I felt about her and how she hates me.. (So, that was funny.) Anyway, at the mall, I added more to my OPI collection with three more colors. I was very close to buying white. (One day, one day..) But I got talked out of it. I got one sister into Queen and the other into Dorama's. We shall see where this leads up.

Work had fireworks for the residents. Three years back, a residents clothes and blanket caught on fire, so I sure hope nothing happens to them. Everyone in the building watched Independence Day. All the residents LOVE Will Smith. They refer to him as 'The Prince' (LOLZZZZ.) So yeah, I saw the film three times. I could quote that stuff if you asked me to.

Currently have a headful of bleach, really pushing my luck with leaving it on this long. Redoing the sides and hope to get it bright and not so red. Ugh, I didn't realize just HOW ugly it was. Wish me luck!~ Pics soon!
1st-Jul-2008 07:15 pm
jonas: w/ camera by jraec89
the black parade is dead didn't come in the mail today.

edit: they made it clear who did what mask. annnnnnnd. omg. i pray i get frank or ray's. i was floored by ray's. i praypraypraypray that i get frank or ray. (i stress over the dumbest stuff.)
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